it took me a long time..

to realise that it's you that I still love.

I held my breath and clicked onto the "ya". I felt myself shaking. No joke. Result submitted. 42/50 stands out most on the screen. Feeling a little upset, I thank God. I knew I'll be on the line because I didn't study hard for it. Then, something caught my eye..

.. I walked out of the room, GRINNING. Can't help it. CAN'T WAIT. I'm going to drive SOON! HAHAHAHAHA!!!

I proudly announce...
I've passed Undang!


ok la! I'm not so chun like you guys k? who can finish it in 12 minutes and get 49/50 like Li Qi.
Can't blame me..The foreigner beside keep on bothering me. His computer got problem and I start talking to him in all language (which is English and Malay) to tell him to find the guy sitting outside because he's not suppose to talk to me (I can't ignore him right?). That's why! it took me so long to finish. See?! Actually I took some tiny winny time to control my nerves.
By the way..I'm so proud of myself! because I started studying Undang only this morning. (yea, that's why sometimes during exam I don't study too. Dreaming that I'll do good then I'll be proud of myself. When I study, get good results, I don't feel proud. Cos' it's expected. Sounds stupid eh? IT IS stupid ._.)

Not like most parents, mine encourage me to get my P asap. To reduce the burden of our driver having to drive us around all day, each with different activities and tuition for different subject. They're the one impatient sending me to driving since the starting of the year. Apparently, they didn't realise even if I passed Undang and got my L, I'll have to wait till my birthday to go for Amali. Haha ^^ they're so cute.

So.. I'm happy!

Firstly, I finally took the undang test after delaying 2 months. I keep telling myself I don't have time after the 5 hour talk and didn't make time for myself.

Second, 3 weeks ago my driver pick me up from tuition with a white Myvi and.. it's mine! My mom's Naza spoilt and since the car came, she'll drive it first. It suppose to be a surprise present for my birthday this Saturday =D well.. I don't mind. I'll still need around 2 months to really get my hands on the car.

Third, I've finished my second book of Shopaholic.

Confession of a Shopaholic.

Shopaholic takes Manhattan.

Forth, my study mood is here! At last! I've started studying yesterday.

Too bad, I'm going Cameron this Saturday although it's my birthday. To climb Hills and do tracking ar! You think what. Vacation to celebrate ar. Going to climb Mount Kinabalu for the second time during June holiday. Taking longer route this time and doing some rock climbing.

Lastly, watch this vid. I mean listen. I love it so much. It's VERY beautiful.


It brings out the tune of miracle.
When the world finally turns over, the prince and princess finally make their way out of the darkness. and lived happily ever after..

I've talk to your dad
Go pick out a white dress

How beautiful.
No explanation needed. By just saying that, we'll all understand things is finally turning out right.

I was just pathetic

This is going to be long
and bored as hell. Just a note for myself.

Since I think I'm ready to get over this.
I think I'm ready to spill the beans now.

I was really depressed weeks ago.
because I got kicked out of choir. haha!
Somehow, I find it funny now.

I think I should put it in this way instead.
I'm not qualifiy to sing for competition.
To be in the team.
Despite being desperate over the years to sing,
the current me would have went to persuade Gan to put me in.
Instead I happen to believe my voice wasn't good enough.
However, a week after I found the courage to go to consult her.
I asked what makes me not qualified for comp
and I think I actually stared at her in disbelieve
when I heard her words.
She said my voice is too loud for choir.
Okay, that's acceptable.
And she continued, saying that I don't have
expression when I'm singing.
Days later I arrived with the conclusion thinking that
I have nothing to lose not being in the team.
Till then on Friday's Chinese singing comp,
me and Wen won first place for duet.
Yet she was one of the judge
and she actually tell me we sounded nice.




I went home
locked myself in my room
suffocate myself with the pillow
and cried my eyes and heart out.

To be honest,
I confronted Gan for the third time today after being kicked out.
Let me explain, firstly,
I didn't intend to consult her to ask what's wrong with me in the first place.
It just came out wrong from my mouth.
I wanted to tell her I desperately wanted to sing for choir
because I was not given the chance to do so for the past few years
cos' my dad just don't like me singing.
You see, some may say my parents are supportive. Well,
they are during family day cos' it's what they like. Bussssinesss.. know?
When it comes to singing, my dad thinks I'm embarrassing him.
Till I sang in front of his friends during a party
which made him speechless
that now although he didn't support me
at least he didn't discourage me.

God knows,
I'm not even in now even my dad gave me the permission to sing.
As I've said, it came out wrong.
I ended up asking what's wrong.
For my second attempt.
I asked the same question again that she told me I'm expressionless.
Today, which I know it's too late,
I still went to her. This time I told her what I WANT TO SAY.
She said I should have went to her earlier that I'm too late now.
From that moment, I know I am all to blame.
I hate myself for being a coward.
People nowadays always say,
chances are very rare to get,
you have to make one for yourself.
I knew, I just ruin one.

I'm totally over it now.
I've learned from my previous lesson
that there's no point being regret
or feeling bad over something that had been done.
You'll just hurt yourself more not moving on.

You probably don't get what I'm saying here.
As long as I get it that's fine.

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Studies just can't get me distracted.
Books can thou.
I've been reading lately.
and here's 4 books that I would say.
It's nice and I think those who likes romance will like this.





Plus,
watch these. Please. Can't embed.
I'm sorry you have to take this trouble but just go watch these, will you?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RxPZh4AnWyk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xjm2i37xSM8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVU4IkzMNIo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D4mB94ejivU

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You should have seen me sing on Friday.
You'd be proud of me.
Wen and I was singing our song.
How I wished that you were here for me now
so that I won't walk thru these with God only.
Well, at least I know I have him and he's here for me always.

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight

Maryam.
May your Allah berkat you always in everything.
Altho it's just a short time knowing you.
I already know that you're a good friend.
You'll have a great journey ahead in life.
because you're a great person.
You berkebolehan in everything.
Your studies is obviously good.
cause' you're in Matahari.
Your sports..
Me and Kar Mun and also yellow house
are so proud of you.
and you definitely did a great job for the house.
No matter in running
or getting involve in deco
or helping out for Kar Mun
and me when we're both not around.
As an outsider,
I can see too that you're one of the great leader in KRS.

Continue shinning.
'Cause you're already blinding me eyes x)

Thank you so much
for being my friend
for being part of yellow house and did so much
and for everything that I forget to mention.
It's nice to get to know you.

Love you Yam :)

I'm going to miss you.
We're all going to miss you lots.

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I'm happy.

I made you smile today.
For the first time this year.

Now that I've got nothing to keep me busy from taking you away from my mind.
I'm missing you badly again..

I thought I could use him to forget you.
But I was wrong.
Wrong in the sense that it's unfair for him.
Wrong in the sense that it's a bad thing to do.
Wrong in the sense that he could help me to forget you.
Or even replace you.

No. He doesn't know that I fancy him or whatever you say, admire. I just like him. That's all. As in more-than-friend-a-little kind of like. and No. We're not together or will be.

Well he's an attraction to me.
but you still have my attention.
like you have all the while.
because I'm just a little too not over you..

It's the 11th month tomorrow.
and by such a coincidence
the moon will be full again.

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Nothing special.
I just want to jot this down so I'll remember.

7th April 2009, Tuesday
Phone kena rampas.
for the first time in my school life.

Won't be blogging much from now on.
Mom is keeping the computer cable.
I can hardly get my hands on the comp.

Smile always :]

untitled

I feel my throat begin to close and my eyes well up with tears because I know it is time for you to go. The look you give me at that moment haunts me. I feel your sadness and my own loneliness, and the ache in my heart that had been silent for only a short time grows stronger as you release me. And then you step away from me. I long to go with you but your only response is to shake your head because we both know that is impossible.

I watch with breaking heart as you slowly fade away. I find myself straining to remember everything about this moment, everything about you. But soon, always too soon, your image vanishes and the fog rolls back to its faraway place and I am alone sitting on that cold cement floor leaning against a table in an empty classroom. I do not care what others think as I hug my knees, bow my head and cry and cry and cry. For I know, that will be your last touch, the last time you wipe the tears off my cheeks...

Do you remember that Friday?


I miss the days when you love me..

resurrect

yes. I'm talking about Jesus and Easter.

and also yellow of course.
we definitely rise from death.
Viva la Vida will be the juniors' responsibility
for next year =D

today's post will be about..

LI QI

Happy Birthday!!

Just a little detail.
We've known each other since standard 2. Yup, we've been friends for 10 years but for some reason during last few years we've been see-no-talk friends. I have to say that we are not close.

As I've said in his card,
it's a blessing and joy to have a friend like him.

He's nice and is a friend
that you need and can be trusted.

He's that kind of friend
that will be there for you when you need him
although he's not really close to you.

He use to have a really bad temper
but he changed.

He's committed in things that he's doing.

He's a great leader.

He's gifted with many talents.

He's able to do almost everything.

He's good in sports, basketball, KRS and whatsoever.

He's good in academic
and was always the first in the whole form
when he's in primary school.

He can sing well.

He's born on April Fool day so can joke well.

He got nice colour skin.

He has what a guy need.
Muscles x)

Well, all I can say is he's nice and is a good guy.

Qi, don't worry because you're almost perfect. You'll met your Cinderella soon and be bless with excellent results not just for SPM but in everything you're going to do in life. You're a great person and I believe you'll do tons of great things in future and succeed in life.

May God bless you always.

Lots of love
from your
used-to-sit-beside-you-in-primary-school
friend.

give me what I desreve

I felt so guilty.
Nat requested for promoting this like weeks ago.
Sorry :/


here.
People, why sit at home when you can come and join the crowd and have fun?
It's a fund-raising event and the MONNAY! $ "kaching! kaching!" $ will go to WORLD VISION.




Besides having fun, you'll be helping those poor children too :]
As Lilo, in her own eloquent way says, "'Ohana means family. Family means nobody gets left behind - or forgotten."

So be there yea =D

Besides i'll be managing my own booth for PAWS.


I'll be selling PAWS merchandise and drinks.
Buy drinks if the merchandise is expensive because you won't believe your eyes till you see the price I'm offering for a drink. I'll be selling PAWS t-shirt, umbrellas, key chains, pins, car stickers and car shades.

Btw, f.y.i
5% for all booth sales goes to Trixxon for donating to World Vision.
So my leftover 95% will all go to PAWS.

Support CHARITY.
Support WORLD VISION.
Support PAWS.

because they really need your support..

Unforgettable

Uh~~ I can feel the pain now @.@
Maryam
I know how it feels now getting a bengkak sole T.T
I got 4 little holes in my sole but really deep and the area around is blue black.

hahaha! but who cares. Sport's day is over. We can rest now =B

I'm still feeling the sport's day thing =3
Aw! I'm already missing sport's day. Can't believe it's overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

You know the cake we get yesterday was quite nice. Especially the round brown one. I ate it this morning for breakfast and I felt the warmth inside my heart. Oh gg. This is so gay xD I brought one of each different cake home yesterday because there's leftover and I can't bear seeing it wasted like that. Aiyo.. collecting the money to buy those food is a very tiring job know!

haha! =_= my muddy smelly yellow t-shirt is still hung up inside my room, wish I could frame it up for memories but the smell is quite annoying x) So I'm going to hand wash it myself later. Hope the stain can't wear off.

and my colour lens ar T.T I dropped it while i was crying yesterday. Damn cacat lor!! I wore it twice only but nevermind la. I'll appreciate it more since I specially bought it for sports day and the contact lens actually fell off itself right after we're announced as champion. haha! I know right :D

okay. I'll talk about myself for a moment. Let me boost up myself esteem. Don't read k, don't read. This part is for me to comfort myself for not doing my best.
Shan, you did ok. It's over. Let bygones be bygones. No point of you crying over spilled milk. At least you got a first place, a second, a third, a forth and first for tug of war right. You're not bad. Just that they're too fast for you.
Omg, i feel like laughing at myself but I don't know why.
Get over it lar Shan!

I reach school at 4.45a.m. It's the first time ever to be at school that early and guess it'll be my last too.

My conclusion is, this year's sport's day is seriously the best lor.
I don't know whether it seems the same to everyone
or because I'm so into it
or the padang condition that made it so fun
or because it's our last sport's day
or all form 5's feels the same
Maybe I'm just feeling what all form 5's feels every year.
That feeling betul betul SYOK!


Confession of a Shophaholic is out!!

Somebody! bring me out! Let's go watch movie!

Oh and I found this.
Can we do this

or this

for Malam Bakat.
I mean we as in who's interested in this?
You saw the dance.
They uses hair as effects so the dance is quite easy to attract attention.

I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away..

So don't say your goodbyes, You know it's better that way

One wet, dirty and fun sports day.
It's out last and also the best.
I wanted to laugh but tears was flowing out.
Feeling happy yet sad.
Well of course it was tears of joy :]
Indescribable feelings.
Can't believe sports day is over.
I didn't want it to end.
Tell me I'm not crazy, you think so too right.

Yellow won ;]

Well, thank you to the yellow people. Thanks to the athletes, the tarik tali's people, the deco's people, the pom poms, the marching's, and not to forget all teacher's and yellow house members. In sports day we play the game, they are the people that gives us moral support. Each and everyone in the house plays a role and everybody is equally important . Besides, we are thankful enough to have 2 great leaders. Kar Mun with her very organized head and Nicola commanding.
Did you realise we're the only team with female heads? hah x)

I wanted to say Yellow's the best but I couldn't because I really think everybody deserved to be call winners. We knew how much we give out, how much we sacrificed. I see dedicated leaders. I see Li Qi running around doing other jobs too even he's the head, I see Wan Hong having meetings trying to organize his team better and get everyone to work together, I see Nat and Qi staring at the forms the list of athletes always, I see Derrick running everywhere double checking all sections of his house, I see Kar Yee cracking brains, people getting scolding from parents just to get their parents to get them materials, I see them crying and breaking down because of stress and nervous before the race, I see teachers shouting trying to get the results fair, I see Kar Mun texting me from Hong Kong, I see Nicola calling me in the middle of the night, I see Joe Ian busy on the t-shirts besides deco, I see Aisya cried because of imperfection, I see people camping in school just to get up early for deco today, I see tarik tali's people slipped, fell and stand up. I saw everyone gave and did their best. I saw hard work. I saw passion.

We learned a lot, didn't we? look, I'm not saying this because I won something and also losing some events. Winning is not everything. Is about being there, the journey it takes to be there. To be chosen to be there. All athletes are awesome. I found out, that a leader is not somebody who stands in front and everyone follows but somebody who stands behind and pushed everyone forward keeping all members motivated.

I know what myself did today. I failed myself, i let negative thoughts to interfere my head and I'm lucky to have not pull yellow house down or I'll be the blame Well I cant use the excuse of gotten my sole cut by glass or wet lanes right? Some were injured and all lanes were wet. At least after breaking down 2 events of running 200m and 400m, I got up for 2 x 200m and tug of war :D and lempar cakera. hah x) lompat tinggi xD haha! That's funny. I went home and LEARNED how to jump -_______-

The time, the hard work, the sleepless night, even in dreams I dreamt of sports day coming. I know whatever we did, it'll worth and it's worth it for a lifetime memory. I will never ever forget this day, these months.

I really love BU4 alot :)

who says busy time is over.
Have to catch up on studies.
I've stopped touching my book right after exam.
It's time to wipe of the dust xO
Going qing ming coming Sunday.
oh! Don't forget about Earth Hour yea.

28th March 2009
8.30p.m. to 9.30p.m.
OFF YOUR LIGHTS.
Do it.
For Earth.
For Us.
and For the Future.

gives you hell

no wonder this song "ALL-American Rejects" lar.
the lyrics doesn't even make sense.

when you see my face, imma gives you hell

haha! xD i heard it like that lar. didn't google the lyrics.

So I'm taking a week break from blogging for the first time in my life.
I'm really tired. BUT I'M FREAKING HAVING LOTSA FUN!
I got so much to say but lazy to type.

so take a break. watch these vid. you'll love it.



he's good-looking. you think so too right? KINDA good-looking. and pretty too~~~ with the hair.



this is not too funny. watch his movies in minutes =B



knew him thru Pei Nee's blog =D

last but not least, must watch x)



have a great week ahead yea!
but don't forget to take enough rest and drink lotsa water :]

you've got a smile that can light up this whole town

seriously, how can holiday be so bored despite being so busy :/

Gonna bake a bread later if free :D
oh and I baked cheese cake for my bro's Birthday on Tuesday, 17th.
Yay for me :DD my first cheese cake.

Happy Belated Birthday you big boy! :B
he's 13 this year. I mind you don't know he's in 1 Daisi now.
I actually told him this, "I love you! because you're so big and cute!" x)

well, I didn't have enough oreo so I didn't make the crust >o

on Saturday after the kursus in school, we went to Kuala Selangor which is a one-day-lawatan-sambil-belajar trip organised by WWF and Shell if I'm not mistaken. We have a nature hunt at first (like amazing race !!) running in Kuala Selangor Nature Park. So we manage to take a few pictures only because we were busy running doing the task. Obviously, our team got first! hah! xD I'm not boasting. Then we have seafood dinner and head for the fireflies :) it was like 10 years back when I first visited the kelip-kelip and I can tell you that they are one of the endangered species now because they're cutting down the mangroves.

M.A.N.G.R.O.V.E.S, know? mangroves?
go and have a visit if you haven't been there yet. it'll be too late when there is none left. Firelies are very tiny and beautiful beetles :]

By the way, I just realised I have not post up pictures taken during the last holiday -__-
during the CNY holiday.
We went Yogyakarta which is at Jawa Tengah to visit Borobudur and Prambanan. (flip thru your Sejarah text book if you takde idea langsung what am I talking about)
Then flew to Jakarta.. to do shopping! :D
(dad went there to check on his factory actually)
you wouldn't believe me till you see the ROWS of F.O.S :D
think about it.. buying superheroes baju which have the exact material sold in OU at the price of RM8, buying real polo t-shirts, MU or whatever jerseys, sports wear, Nike, Reebok, Bilabong at RM15 a piece. hehe =D you heard me. It's not pirated. They manufacture your baju in Indon.

Borobudur

the stupa (some holy bell)

Prambanan

Pet Safari in Bandung
believe me. this is better than the one in Singapore.
you can't go down the car. but can open up all your windows thou :D
just not at the lion and tiger region.

I know he loves me. He were about to kiss me x)

this is a Lama.

"RAWR!"

white cat.

I like his hair. Woot woot! Sexy~

you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

Mel has been doing quizzes again. So am I :3

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Acts of Service.

Complete set of results

Quality Time:		10
Acts of Service:		6
Physical Touch:		5
Receiving Gifts:		4
Words of Affirmation:		4

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz


And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful..

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you..

(I hate the lyrics. but I still love these songs thou. my ear says nice)

i love you just the way you are

Tagged by Soo Yin :)

1. Put your iTunes/Winamp/Media Player on shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer
3. You must write down the name of the song no matter how silly it sounds!
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name
5. Tag at least 10 friends
6. Anyone tagged has to do the same, because fun pointlessness spreads like virus.

1. If someone says ''Is this okay?" you say?

Just Dance - Lady Gaga (haha! =.=)

2. How would you describe yourself?

Forever and Always - Taylor Swift

3. What would you like to see in a girl/guy?

the Remedy - Jason Mraz (Ark O.O!!)

4. How do you feel today?

A little too Not Over You - David Archuleta (cool!)

5. What is your life's purpose?

If this Isn't Love - Jennifer Hudson

6. What do your friends think of you?

Angel - David Archuleta (yea right xD)

7. What do you think of your parents?

心跳 - Lee Hom (Aww..)

8. What do you think about very often?

非你莫属 - Tank :]

9. What is 2+2?

Circus - Britney Spears

10. What do you think of your best friend?

T-shirt - Shontelle (heh?)

11. What do you think of the person you like?

Away - Enrique Iglesias

12. What is your life story?

I Hate this Part - The Pussycat Dolls (true true xD)

13. What do you want to be when you grow up?

You Have My Attention - Copeland

14. What do you think of when you see the person you like?

Make It Mine - Jason Mraz (Ark him!!)

15. What would you dance at your wedding?

the Phantom of the Opera - Nightwish (OMG. can't even imagine dis, sumore Nightwish's version =.=)

16. What is your hobby/interest?

Superhuman - Chris Brown :D

17. What is your biggest fear?

Yesterday - Leona Lewis

18. What is your biggest secret?

A Moment like This - Kelly Clarkson

19. What do you think of your friends?

L-O-V-E - Nat King Cole

20. What will you post this as?
You and I Both - Jason Mraz :B

I tagged:-
Cheng Yau
Khoy Yan
Nat
Pei Nee
Shu Yee
Yin
Wen
Yin Wei

i don't know why..
but I like him! ^^
his name is Zhang YaoDong.

[Zhang Yaodong (simplified Chinese: 张耀栋; pinyin: Zhāng Yàodòng, born Teoh Yeow Tong on 17th December 1977) is a Singaporeactor. Yaodong entered the entertainment circle after joining Star Search in 1999. He was a model and had done various commercials before joining Mediacorp. He made his small screen debut in the ever popular sitcom, Don't Worry, Be Happy VI. He has also been awarded many roles due to his chiselled features coupled that with his impressive height, 6'2". He was finally being awarded a 2nd lead actor role in Happily Ever After after working very hard for the past seven years. He has since snared lead roles in shows like "The Greatest Love Of All", "Dear, Dear Son-In-Law" and "Where The Heart Is".

He has recently completed a collaboration between Singapore and Malaysia, Falling In Love.

In the recent Star Awards 2007, he won the Top 10 Most Popular Male Artistes award, his first award in his 6 years of acting career. Most people expressed surprise for him getting into the Top 10 as he is mediocre in looks and acting. His win also did not create much of a sensation and the media did not seem interested. i-weekly said that it might help create some promotion for the 110-episode drama, Love Blossoms where he is one of the cast members.]

copied from Wikipedia.
he's darn sweet in all his movies de lor..
no la. I watched 2 of his drama series only.
Currently watching the Greatest Love of All.
Ntv7 6pm.
His first drama series I watch was Falling in Love which was shown on Ntv7 also 2 years back if I'm not wrong.

i want nobody nobody but you

i fell
and are
climbing up
higher than before

make it mine

no wonder nobody reads my blog.
so sien.
what to do.
and who the hell bother to read my diary.
Sweatnya.
Aiya, anything la.

I'm damn tired.
Damn lots of things to do.
but somehow I just like it.

I know if you are reading, you find it damn sien also.
Me also k?

So I'll just make it simple.
I've watched this

yesterday.
Dvd.
Very cuuuuuuuuuuuuute,
sweeeeeeeeet,
kinda funnay and touching.

and took this


few days ago.

Currently, I'm so totally into..

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yellow house
civic project
family day
tuition homework
kerja amal
Physic report
Chem peka
Bio Locomotion Folio
udang-udang
et cetera
et cetera
et cetera
et cetera
et cetera
et cetera
et cetera
et cetera
et cetera
et cetera
et cetera
et cetera
et cetera
et cetera
et cetera
et cetera
et cetera
et cetera

Shan ar shan..
all you need to do now is just to organise your own time table.
chill k?

I still have your voice and the way you call my name in my head.
it's the voice that keep me moving always.

Reminder for Pui Shan:-
"you're so freaking fat! stop eating from now on! I'm serious!"

I want to say sorry.
SORRY! SORRY! SORRY!
I don't know why but I felt so bad.
I think I've done lots of mistake but I don't know what.
I'm so so so sorry everyone. Sorry.
I'm sorry I wasn't so into you guys while you guys were trying to talk to me.
I get so easily distracted now.
So many things on my mine.
Sorry Jie, keep giving you wrong info for the project.
I keep thinking farm doing Chinese perkhawinan.
Sorry Jun, I was really busy, so sorry I can't make it to your party.
So sorry Anuletchumy, sorry to make you run one more round.
I just want you to exceed yourself more.
So sorry Nat, keep bothering you about XXX.
So sorry Car Yi, I'm always so annoying.
So sorry Dong, I send you my part of folio late.
So sorry Yin, I've been talking to you lesser.
Sorry Teik, sorry Wilson, Sorry Chiun Wei, Sorry Zhen Hao, Sorry Yin Wei, Sorry Cheng Yau, Sorry Wen, Sorry I talk lesser to you guys.
I'm really busy and worn out.
I promise I'll talk to you guys more.
Sorry teacher, I've abandoned our presentation.
Sorry Pn. Lee, I threw books across the classroom while you were teaching.
Sorry Farm, Soo Mei, Shing, Dong, Jie, Timun, Car, I keep bothering you all about the project.
I know I can trust you all but I'm just worried.
Sorry sorry sorry sorry, I just want to say sorry.
I don't know why but I felt myself changing. Maybe because I'm stress that's why I'm so tiu. Sorry.
To all that I didn't mention and left out,
sorry.

Earth Hour 2009

please watch this. it's important.

switching off our lights for one hour in support of the fight against climate change on Saturday, 28th of March 2009 at 8.30pm.

This is our responsibility.
Let's do it together :]

spread the words, will you?
We can make a difference.

http://earthhour.org.my/

straight eyebrows

Am I happy?
J.I, have I not tried enough?
I did my best.
Thanks, for you saw what I'm feeling.
Thanks for being caring, thanks for being observant.
but I just couldn't help it.
I don't know why.

Me sick of loving.

the remedy~~

Jason Mraz! I lub youuuuuuuu~

I don't know why but ARK!!!!!!!

T.T CONCERT~~
stop running away from me~
why are you calling me but running away!!

he's so sweet de lor~~
I dono why also~
and his voice so sweet de lor~~
I dono why~~
and his songs so niceeeee
and sweeet de lor~

Oh am G..

Ark!

AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRKK! @.@

yes! I hit 00:00!

Wo..kay.
Good Night :]
sleep tight.
cover blankie tight so won't let mosquito bite :B

Aw bloggie!
This is your 102nd post!
You grew so rapidly!
Aw~

~~毛起恶

you and I both.

this is suppose to be a very long post.
again. I always say this right? because I lazy to write.
but I want to write >. because this is my diary and I'll be flipping over these post when you're busy milking your child. I want to feel these feelings and have this current emotions gushing thru myself again or shall I say I love to repeat memories in my head.

nonsensical =.=
whatever you say la.

As I've said, I want to post about IP Man! For your info, please don't pronounce it as I.P Man because in Chinese it's Yip Man as in 叶问 in canto. It's the best kung fu movie I've seen. History based. Not like those stupid flying kung fu. Seriously it's a must watch action movie. You can't miss this. It's his life in Guang Dong, apparently Guang Zhou, before he moved to Hong Kong and meet Bruce Lee. Please watch :] I watch it on the Sunday night before exam.

they don't have this background in the movie. It's just for some eye-catching effect and no he doesn't use stick.


I spent most of my time on Facebook nowadays :B

Are you happy today? :)

미안하다, 사랑한다
(let me explain)
this means
Mianhada, Saranghanda
which means
Sorry, I love you