Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight

Maryam.
May your Allah berkat you always in everything.
Altho it's just a short time knowing you.
I already know that you're a good friend.
You'll have a great journey ahead in life.
because you're a great person.
You berkebolehan in everything.
Your studies is obviously good.
cause' you're in Matahari.
Your sports..
Me and Kar Mun and also yellow house
are so proud of you.
and you definitely did a great job for the house.
No matter in running
or getting involve in deco
or helping out for Kar Mun
and me when we're both not around.
As an outsider,
I can see too that you're one of the great leader in KRS.

Continue shinning.
'Cause you're already blinding me eyes x)

Thank you so much
for being my friend
for being part of yellow house and did so much
and for everything that I forget to mention.
It's nice to get to know you.

Love you Yam :)

I'm going to miss you.
We're all going to miss you lots.

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I'm happy.

I made you smile today.
For the first time this year.

Now that I've got nothing to keep me busy from taking you away from my mind.
I'm missing you badly again..

I thought I could use him to forget you.
But I was wrong.
Wrong in the sense that it's unfair for him.
Wrong in the sense that it's a bad thing to do.
Wrong in the sense that he could help me to forget you.
Or even replace you.

No. He doesn't know that I fancy him or whatever you say, admire. I just like him. That's all. As in more-than-friend-a-little kind of like. and No. We're not together or will be.

Well he's an attraction to me.
but you still have my attention.
like you have all the while.
because I'm just a little too not over you..

It's the 11th month tomorrow.
and by such a coincidence
the moon will be full again.

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Nothing special.
I just want to jot this down so I'll remember.

7th April 2009, Tuesday
Phone kena rampas.
for the first time in my school life.

Won't be blogging much from now on.
Mom is keeping the computer cable.
I can hardly get my hands on the comp.

Smile always :]