O Lord hear me as I pray, pay attention to my groaning. Listen to my cry for help, my King and my God for I pray to no one but you. Let all who take refuge in you rejoice, let them sing joyful praises forever. Spread your protection over them, that all who love your name filled with joy. Psalm 5.
Dear diary,
on 12th Aug, Wednesday,
Baby was found over turned with his leg under the big rock which was suppose to be his tanning bed. He was found drowned and I wasn't there to save him. If I've watched over him, I may have pull his leg out. If I was there, he would not be dead by now. Often we think about what IFs when it's too late. I'll miss you and remember you always. So will my family. Darling's been missing you too.. She was swimming back and forth as if she's looking for you. Hope you like the place that I've buried you. Tmn Tun Park is a beautiful place. There's many turtles of the same kind there.
May God bless your poor soul and you lead a better life in heaven.
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I've gotten my P license. I can drive legally now :]
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Can't blog much anymore.
Mom will be keeping the CPU during weekdays.
So I'll be going on9 during weekend only.
All the best in exams people
I'm studying hard too :D
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Sunday, August 2, 2009
i want you back.
Apparently I've forgotten why I'd been working so hard on everything this year especially on Yellow House.
I went to school yesterday for karate but I end up going into my previous class. Without realising what I was doing, I was checking for table marking searching for memories that I once hung on. It just came to me that everything is literally over except for studies.
Every year when we finish an event, I was happy for the hard work and result but this year all just seem so depressing. Few more months on, we'll be going different path. I don't like to think about it. I do feel excited about college. To start a new life, but it's just sad to leave.
Notes for self:
Shan, promise me.
No matter what happen,
You. must. still. learn. to. move. on.
O Lord, please let these memories of high school etched in my heart forever. Let me remember them.
I took not much picture yet. *Aiks!* :/
By the way,
I'm not going to school tomorrow.
Driving test :D
Wish me luck ;P
I went to school yesterday for karate but I end up going into my previous class. Without realising what I was doing, I was checking for table marking searching for memories that I once hung on. It just came to me that everything is literally over except for studies.
Every year when we finish an event, I was happy for the hard work and result but this year all just seem so depressing. Few more months on, we'll be going different path. I don't like to think about it. I do feel excited about college. To start a new life, but it's just sad to leave.
Notes for self:
Shan, promise me.
No matter what happen,
You. must. still. learn. to. move. on.
O Lord, please let these memories of high school etched in my heart forever. Let me remember them.
I took not much picture yet. *Aiks!* :/
By the way,
I'm not going to school tomorrow.
Driving test :D
Wish me luck ;P
Thursday, July 30, 2009
I wanna hold your hand
Today I'll talk about this movie.

A movie that you'll never get what's the story is about
but crying every time you watch it again.
No, I never experience it before.
and it's a very weird feeling that I can't explain.
Guess the story is about love life during war period.
Now, you see..
it's a story that keeps you asking question
struggling to find out why this what that
hoping that at the end of the story they'll explain.
I don't understand what's the story trying to tell
but you'll feel really depressed,
because of the story.
You'll be thinking "right."
well, I'm sorry I'm not a person
who's good in putting things into words.
Let alone this movie.
The first time I watch it, I hate it
cause it's so freaking depressing and bored
cause you don't understand the movie
but you can't stop the movie half way
and wish to finish that movie.
Okay. I'm being long-winded
repeating words
but that's my point.
It's a movie worth watching.
No wonder those songs have been playing in my head but I can't figure out where I heard it from. Now somebody told me and I'll give, "Oh God, that movie! Yes, it's the song I heard!" kind of response.
Here's some songs with the scenes from the movie.
You probably know most of it.
It feels alright now
Hold me tight
Tell me I'm the only one
And then I might
Never be the lonely one
So hold me tight
tonight, tonight
it's you,
you, you ,you, oo
Hold me tight
Let me go on loving you
Tonight, tonight
Making love to only you
So hold me tight
tonight, tonight
it's you,
you, you ,you, oo
Don't know what it means to hold you tight
Being here alone tonight with you
It feels alright now
Hold me tight
Tell me I'm the only one
And then I might
Never be the lonely one
So hold me tight
tonight, tonight
it's you,
you, you ,you, oo
Hold me tight
Let me go on loving you
Tonight, tonight
Making love to only you
So hold me tight
tonight, tonight
it's you,
you, you ,you, oo
you, oo
Close your eyes and i'll kiss you
Tomorrow i'll miss you
Remember i'll always be true
And then while i'm away
I'll write home everyday
And i'll send all my loving to you
I'll pretend that i'm kissing
The lips i am missing
And hope that my dreams will come true
And then while i'm away
I'll write home everyday
And i'll send all my loving to you
All my loving i will send to you
All my loving, darling, i'll be true
Close your eyes and i'll kiss you...
yeah i tell you something
i think you'll understand
when i say that something
i wanna hold your hand
i wanna hold your hand (x2)
oh please say to me
you'll let me be your man
and please say to me
you'll let me hold your hand
now let me hold your hand
i wanna hold your hand
and when i touch you i feel happy inside
it's such a feeling that my love, i can't hide
i can't hide (x2)
yeah you
you got that something
i think you'll understand
when i feel that something
i wanna hold your hand
i wanna hold your hand (x3)
Hey Jude, don't make it bad.
Take a sad song and make it better.
Remember to let her into your heart,
Then you can start to make it better.
Hey Jude, don't be afraid.
You were made to go out and get her.
The minute you let her under your skin,
Then you begin to make it better.
And anytime you feel the pain, hey Jude, refrain,
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders.
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder.
Hey Jude, don't let me down.
You have found her, now go and get her.
Remember to let her into your heart,
Then you can start to make it better.
So let it out and let it in, hey Jude, begin,
You're waiting for someone to perform with.
And don't you know that it's just you, hey Jude, you'll do,
The movement you need is on your shoulder.
Hey Jude, don't make it bad.
Take a sad song and make it better.
Remember to let her under your skin,
Then you'll begin to make it
Better better better better better better, oh.
Na na na, na na na na, na na na, hey Jude...
When I find myself in times of trouble, mother Mary comes to me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.
And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree,
there will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is still a chance that they will see,
there will be an answer. let it be.
Let it be, let it be, .....
And when the night is cloudy, there is still a light, that shines on me,
shine until tomorrow, let it be.
I wake up to the sound of music, mother Mary comes to me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be, .....
I don't like the movie
but I've watched again and again.
Well, Nat loves the movie.
So does Shereen, if I'm not mistaken.
It's up to you to decide C:

A movie that you'll never get what's the story is about
but crying every time you watch it again.
No, I never experience it before.
and it's a very weird feeling that I can't explain.
Guess the story is about love life during war period.
Now, you see..
it's a story that keeps you asking question
struggling to find out why this what that
hoping that at the end of the story they'll explain.
I don't understand what's the story trying to tell
but you'll feel really depressed,
because of the story.
You'll be thinking "right."
well, I'm sorry I'm not a person
who's good in putting things into words.
Let alone this movie.
The first time I watch it, I hate it
cause it's so freaking depressing and bored
cause you don't understand the movie
but you can't stop the movie half way
and wish to finish that movie.
Okay. I'm being long-winded
repeating words
but that's my point.
It's a movie worth watching.
No wonder those songs have been playing in my head but I can't figure out where I heard it from. Now somebody told me and I'll give, "Oh God, that movie! Yes, it's the song I heard!" kind of response.
Here's some songs with the scenes from the movie.
You probably know most of it.
It feels alright now
Hold me tight
Tell me I'm the only one
And then I might
Never be the lonely one
So hold me tight
tonight, tonight
it's you,
you, you ,you, oo
Hold me tight
Let me go on loving you
Tonight, tonight
Making love to only you
So hold me tight
tonight, tonight
it's you,
you, you ,you, oo
Don't know what it means to hold you tight
Being here alone tonight with you
It feels alright now
Hold me tight
Tell me I'm the only one
And then I might
Never be the lonely one
So hold me tight
tonight, tonight
it's you,
you, you ,you, oo
Hold me tight
Let me go on loving you
Tonight, tonight
Making love to only you
So hold me tight
tonight, tonight
it's you,
you, you ,you, oo
you, oo
Close your eyes and i'll kiss you
Tomorrow i'll miss you
Remember i'll always be true
And then while i'm away
I'll write home everyday
And i'll send all my loving to you
I'll pretend that i'm kissing
The lips i am missing
And hope that my dreams will come true
And then while i'm away
I'll write home everyday
And i'll send all my loving to you
All my loving i will send to you
All my loving, darling, i'll be true
Close your eyes and i'll kiss you...
yeah i tell you something
i think you'll understand
when i say that something
i wanna hold your hand
i wanna hold your hand (x2)
oh please say to me
you'll let me be your man
and please say to me
you'll let me hold your hand
now let me hold your hand
i wanna hold your hand
and when i touch you i feel happy inside
it's such a feeling that my love, i can't hide
i can't hide (x2)
yeah you
you got that something
i think you'll understand
when i feel that something
i wanna hold your hand
i wanna hold your hand (x3)
Hey Jude, don't make it bad.
Take a sad song and make it better.
Remember to let her into your heart,
Then you can start to make it better.
Hey Jude, don't be afraid.
You were made to go out and get her.
The minute you let her under your skin,
Then you begin to make it better.
And anytime you feel the pain, hey Jude, refrain,
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders.
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder.
Hey Jude, don't let me down.
You have found her, now go and get her.
Remember to let her into your heart,
Then you can start to make it better.
So let it out and let it in, hey Jude, begin,
You're waiting for someone to perform with.
And don't you know that it's just you, hey Jude, you'll do,
The movement you need is on your shoulder.
Hey Jude, don't make it bad.
Take a sad song and make it better.
Remember to let her under your skin,
Then you'll begin to make it
Better better better better better better, oh.
Na na na, na na na na, na na na, hey Jude...
When I find myself in times of trouble, mother Mary comes to me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.
And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree,
there will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is still a chance that they will see,
there will be an answer. let it be.
Let it be, let it be, .....
And when the night is cloudy, there is still a light, that shines on me,
shine until tomorrow, let it be.
I wake up to the sound of music, mother Mary comes to me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be, .....
I don't like the movie
but I've watched again and again.
Well, Nat loves the movie.
So does Shereen, if I'm not mistaken.
It's up to you to decide C:
Monday, July 27, 2009
Sunday, July 26, 2009
close your eyes and I'll kiss you
well, few weeks ago when I saw her pictures and name all over the newspaper, I don't think she's hot. Eventually, after watching the movie, I think I agreed with everyone now.

Mind me, I don't think she look hot
but it's that she has character
that's what make her hot.
Nevermind if you don't understand.
She has beautiful eyes :)

Right, I know I'm late but at least I got the chance to watch Transformer in cinema before the fever is over. (it's a must to watch action movie in cinema) Believe me, the hall for Transformer was kinda full yesterday despite the movie was out a month ago. *nod nod* mmhmm! and the movie's awesome. Still rate it as the best action movie ever besides Terminator (for me) although the storyline was kinda suckish this time :/

Just so I know, Megan Fox is 23 this year and so does Shia LaBeouf (read as "SHY-uh luh-BUFF") but apparently she looks older always. Maybe cause Sam still has his boyish-look. *one- shoulder shrug* He's kinda cute in the movie thou..


By the way, Tom Felton is 22 years old :D
Jun Yen said, " Tom Riddle is hotter!"



Obviously not, right?!!

Mind me, I don't think she look hot
but it's that she has character
that's what make her hot.
Nevermind if you don't understand.
She has beautiful eyes :)

Right, I know I'm late but at least I got the chance to watch Transformer in cinema before the fever is over. (it's a must to watch action movie in cinema) Believe me, the hall for Transformer was kinda full yesterday despite the movie was out a month ago. *nod nod* mmhmm! and the movie's awesome. Still rate it as the best action movie ever besides Terminator (for me) although the storyline was kinda suckish this time :/

Just so I know, Megan Fox is 23 this year and so does Shia LaBeouf (read as "SHY-uh luh-BUFF") but apparently she looks older always. Maybe cause Sam still has his boyish-look. *one- shoulder shrug* He's kinda cute in the movie thou..


By the way, Tom Felton is 22 years old :D
Jun Yen said, " Tom Riddle is hotter!"



Obviously not, right?!!
Saturday, July 18, 2009
the Sweetest Surprise
I'm speechless about Harry Potter.It just keep disappointing me.
Can't they just have that movie long
like Lord of the Rings? 4 hours?
or make it 2 parts like Red Cliff?
but overall rated.. ok la C:
Now,
you'll tell me what you think bout it after you watch it.
Now I know Hermione has brown eyes,
Ron green eyes and Harry gray eyes.
why do they all have such beautiful eyes <3
but I can't get my eyes off of him!

Not him,
Tom Felton aka Draco Malfoy actually.



He's so good to look at!
Can't they just give him a bigger part to act?!
Thursday, July 16, 2009
'pray it won't fade away.
I hate it when I go on9.
Can't get my hands off. understand?
Each page lure me into another one.
I'll end up using it for hours.
The more busy I am,
the more interesting is my life,
the more there is for me to update.
It's a crazy July.
First with Malam Bakat then now Hari Koko.
Exams coming! Big movies showing. Layouts to be done.
Money! I've been spending over thousands!
okay. I don't mean to sound big-headed.
Just that I feel so guilty digging money from my mom all the time.
First to pay for the Jackson's dance costume.
Then layout.
They insist on paying for 2 advertisement, to advertise for my scuba instructor and PAWS rather than advertising for their own company or help me find sponsor. Now there's MORE money needed to pay teacher's for notes. For my tuition fees. For my driving lesson. For our graduation day and robe. For the JULY BABIES. Why do people like making love so much in September -_- it's like 20 of them! Yeaya I'm exaggerating but it's really more than 10 presents to buy aight? Including my mom's. Gosh! Headache! It's not my money which makes me feel worst to get it from my parents. I want to say thanks a MILLION to my daddy and mommy. I owe them a lot lot and lots. Nevertheless I was still arguing with them over not allowing me to get involves in activities and hanging out again when they are just trying to reason with me because I score 53 for purata and gotten last in class.
Reminder for myself.
Shan, please grow up to be a wiser person and don't upset or disappoint your parents anymore! For God's sake! No point feeling bad but not doing anything about it. It's time to get serious. You need a bright future to repay them.
O Lord, help me.
Can't get my hands off. understand?
Each page lure me into another one.
I'll end up using it for hours.
The more busy I am,
the more interesting is my life,
the more there is for me to update.
It's a crazy July.
First with Malam Bakat then now Hari Koko.
Exams coming! Big movies showing. Layouts to be done.
Money! I've been spending over thousands!
okay. I don't mean to sound big-headed.
Just that I feel so guilty digging money from my mom all the time.
First to pay for the Jackson's dance costume.
Then layout.
They insist on paying for 2 advertisement, to advertise for my scuba instructor and PAWS rather than advertising for their own company or help me find sponsor. Now there's MORE money needed to pay teacher's for notes. For my tuition fees. For my driving lesson. For our graduation day and robe. For the JULY BABIES. Why do people like making love so much in September -_- it's like 20 of them! Yeaya I'm exaggerating but it's really more than 10 presents to buy aight? Including my mom's. Gosh! Headache! It's not my money which makes me feel worst to get it from my parents. I want to say thanks a MILLION to my daddy and mommy. I owe them a lot lot and lots. Nevertheless I was still arguing with them over not allowing me to get involves in activities and hanging out again when they are just trying to reason with me because I score 53 for purata and gotten last in class.
Reminder for myself.
Shan, please grow up to be a wiser person and don't upset or disappoint your parents anymore! For God's sake! No point feeling bad but not doing anything about it. It's time to get serious. You need a bright future to repay them.
O Lord, help me.
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Friday, June 26, 2009
I'll be there
You and I must make a pact, we must bring salvation back
Where there is love, I'll be there
I'll reach out my hand to you, I'll have faith in all you do
Just call my name and I'll be there
I'll be there to comfort you,
Build my world of dreams around you, I'm so glad that I found you
I'll be there with a love that's strong
I'll be your strength, I'll keep holding on
Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness, well that's all I'm after
Whenever you need me, I'll be there
I'll be there to protect you, with an unselfish love that respects you
Just call my name and I'll be there
If you should ever find someone new, I know he'd better be good to you
'Cause if he doesn't, I'll be there
Don't you know, baby, yeah yeah
I'll be there, I'll be there, just call my name, I'll be there
(Just look over your shoulders, honey - oo)
I'll be there, I'll be there, whenever you need me, I'll be there
Don't you know, baby, yeah yeah
I'll be there, I'll be there, just call my name, I'll be there...
My favorite. among all his songs.
I went home.
Watched news.
Listened to radio.
and I just can't hold back the tears anymore.
I used to love him.
and I still adore him.
He was beautiful.
and I love his eyes.
although it's just brown.


but then he decided to change himself.
I was disappointed with him.
Guess you guys was too right.
but then I see that he can still beautiful.
Where there is love, I'll be there
I'll reach out my hand to you, I'll have faith in all you do
Just call my name and I'll be there
I'll be there to comfort you,
Build my world of dreams around you, I'm so glad that I found you
I'll be there with a love that's strong
I'll be your strength, I'll keep holding on
Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness, well that's all I'm after
Whenever you need me, I'll be there
I'll be there to protect you, with an unselfish love that respects you
Just call my name and I'll be there
If you should ever find someone new, I know he'd better be good to you
'Cause if he doesn't, I'll be there
Don't you know, baby, yeah yeah
I'll be there, I'll be there, just call my name, I'll be there
(Just look over your shoulders, honey - oo)
I'll be there, I'll be there, whenever you need me, I'll be there
Don't you know, baby, yeah yeah
I'll be there, I'll be there, just call my name, I'll be there...
My favorite. among all his songs.
I went home.
Watched news.
Listened to radio.
and I just can't hold back the tears anymore.
I used to love him.
and I still adore him.
He was beautiful.
and I love his eyes.
although it's just brown.


but then he decided to change himself.
I was disappointed with him.
Guess you guys was too right.
but then I see that he can still beautiful.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Sunday, June 21, 2009
the winner takes it all

that's my daddy ^-^
Happy Father's Day Daddy!
and all Daddy in the world!
We shared money bought 2 presents and made a scrap book with a picture in the middle.
okay.. looks good eh? Done by Sony. Sounds good eh?
Sorry to break your bubbles but this movie sucks.
The movie is as long as an hour and half only
and I don't think there's a story line
but the action and killing is passable.
Alright, that's her signature pose. I like it too.
By the way, She's the "sexy/hot" Jun Ji-hyun.
Mmhmm.. she's a korean. Weird huh?
Using a korean star for an Japanese anime.
Sorry to break your bubbles but this movie sucks.
The movie is as long as an hour and half only
and I don't think there's a story line
but the action and killing is passable.
Alright, that's her signature pose. I like it too.
By the way, She's the "sexy/hot" Jun Ji-hyun.
Mmhmm.. she's a korean. Weird huh?
Using a korean star for an Japanese anime.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Don't Speak
You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't speak,
Don't speak,
Don't speak,
Oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
Don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Gwen Stefani
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't speak,
Don't speak,
Don't speak,
Oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
Don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Gwen Stefani
Monday, June 15, 2009
takin' back my love
I apologise for having my blog neglected lately :B
but my holiday was frantic enough
that i hadn't got the time to lay my hands on this computer.
what's with all this talking mann!
They speak of, "damnation!" and not "damn!" in those classic stories.
I find the language very attractive, beautiful indeeed.
I'm going to stop these crap cause I got lots to say.
Firstly, I'm to announce that
I've conquered Mount Kinabalu for second time,
during the holiday,
using a longer trail this time.
(oh,, how proud =.=)
while I keep you waiting in suspense
I'm most likely to just talk about the first week of the holiday.
and not about the Sabah trip :/
During exam, I've read
Both Little Black Dress by different author
but with almost same type of story.
action plus a little of romance.
something different from Judith Mcnaught.
4th book about this crazy woman.
but my holiday was frantic enough
that i hadn't got the time to lay my hands on this computer.
what's with all this talking mann!
They speak of, "damnation!" and not "damn!" in those classic stories.
I find the language very attractive, beautiful indeeed.
I'm going to stop these crap cause I got lots to say.
Firstly, I'm to announce that
I've conquered Mount Kinabalu for second time,
during the holiday,
using a longer trail this time.
(oh,, how proud =.=)
while I keep you waiting in suspense
I'm most likely to just talk about the first week of the holiday.
and not about the Sabah trip :/
During exam, I've read
Both Little Black Dress by different authorbut with almost same type of story.
During holiday, read
action plus a little of romance.something different from Judith Mcnaught.
4th book about this crazy woman.If you're going after city and modern lives,
you'll like Confession of an Air Hostess, Memoirs are Made of This
and Shopaholic.
Action and a little Modern romance,
I'll suggest you try Someone to Watch Over Me.
As for more matured romance,
the Wedding, please.
Currently, I'm finishing another book of
Judith Mcnaught and will proceed to another.
Till then, I'll say more.
On the 1st of June, Monday,
I've packed and prepared for Sabah.
Or I'll be grounded from outing on Wed and Fri.
Tuesday, I spend my morning and evening in tuition.
Had my piano and appointment
with my physiotherapist to check on my knee, back, shoulder and neck.
Yes, condition had worsen till knee and back
cause of my posture affected by the ache created by shoulder and neck.
Wednesday, went out.
Celebrated birthday with Joel.
Just for him, we bought platinum ticket at Cineleisure
to watch Terminator Salvation for RM25.
Which was quite a reasonable price.
Considering having a kinda luxury lounge
for resting before heading into the movie hall.
Which apparently provide
Osim (beg ur pardon, it's not Ooi Soo Mei) messaging chair
and internet. The seats are big enough to occupy 2 medium size person.
With the comfort that makes you feel like watching movie on bed.
Sound system was awesome for Terminator.

Booming everywhere like in 3D.
We went Ikea for lunch before that.
After movie, unfortunately we missed the 4.30pm bus because
because the girls were cam whoring
x) Nicola Ashley Soon Yi Jou Ee, know?
So we waited for the next bus till 6.30pm
and went back to Joel's place for a swim.
Ate pizza and Joel Mom's Spaghetti for dinner.
I went home then while they played twister C:
On Thursday, I went for my amali course.
Theoretically, I know how to drive up a slope,
parking and make a 3 point turn now.
and at night I went swimming with my siblings.
Friday, hanged out with Wilson and yadda yadda..
surprisingly I took no pics for this outing ._.
We meet and ate brunch at New York New York Deli
and watched the Brothers Bloom. Which turn out kinda nice~

after that me, Dong, Weng Hou head off for Chem Tuition
while some left and few of them stayed for the AsiaSoft games thing
that were happening outside FCUK.
I wished I coould stay tOO!!
and Saturday, i flew to Sabah
and came back on Friday.
you'll like Confession of an Air Hostess, Memoirs are Made of This
and Shopaholic.
Action and a little Modern romance,
I'll suggest you try Someone to Watch Over Me.
As for more matured romance,
the Wedding, please.
Currently, I'm finishing another book of
Judith Mcnaught and will proceed to another.
Till then, I'll say more.
On the 1st of June, Monday,
I've packed and prepared for Sabah.
Or I'll be grounded from outing on Wed and Fri.
Tuesday, I spend my morning and evening in tuition.
Had my piano and appointment
with my physiotherapist to check on my knee, back, shoulder and neck.
Yes, condition had worsen till knee and back
cause of my posture affected by the ache created by shoulder and neck.
Wednesday, went out.
Celebrated birthday with Joel.
Just for him, we bought platinum ticket at Cineleisure
to watch Terminator Salvation for RM25.
Which was quite a reasonable price.
Considering having a kinda luxury lounge
for resting before heading into the movie hall.
Which apparently provide
Osim (beg ur pardon, it's not Ooi Soo Mei) messaging chair
and internet. The seats are big enough to occupy 2 medium size person.
With the comfort that makes you feel like watching movie on bed.
Sound system was awesome for Terminator.

Booming everywhere like in 3D.
We went Ikea for lunch before that.
After movie, unfortunately we missed the 4.30pm bus because
because the girls were cam whoring
x) Nicola Ashley Soon Yi Jou Ee, know?
So we waited for the next bus till 6.30pm
and went back to Joel's place for a swim.
Ate pizza and Joel Mom's Spaghetti for dinner.
I went home then while they played twister C:
On Thursday, I went for my amali course.
Theoretically, I know how to drive up a slope,
parking and make a 3 point turn now.
and at night I went swimming with my siblings.
Friday, hanged out with Wilson and yadda yadda..
surprisingly I took no pics for this outing ._.
We meet and ate brunch at New York New York Deli
and watched the Brothers Bloom. Which turn out kinda nice~

after that me, Dong, Weng Hou head off for Chem Tuition
while some left and few of them stayed for the AsiaSoft games thing
that were happening outside FCUK.
I wished I coould stay tOO!!
and Saturday, i flew to Sabah
and came back on Friday.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Monday, May 11, 2009
nobody cares. I shouldn't care too.
I'm 17 years and 2 days old.
God Bless.
Sorry. Just don't want to talk bout my birthday.
Happy Birthday to Wai Mun, Liyana, Yue Qi, Hui Shan(my long lost twin who's also a swimmer), (the upcoming b'days) Soo Yin, Hooi Shuang and theMostImportant My dad who's b'day is a day before mine which is on the 8th. Happy Birthday to all! God'll bless us all with good health and happiness and more good things to come :D
My mom told me I was my dad's b'day present
from mom during 1992 :B
Happy Mother's Day to all mums in the world!
My mom is the coolest and the cutest and the prettiest.
Wait till you meet her C:
I spent my weekend at Cameron :)
which turns out ok.
We went hiking during Saturday morning.
The hike took us 5 hour
which was less than we expected.
Dad says we're ready for June's Kinabalu
since we've climbed once 2 years ago, this won't be a problem.
We're going to proceed to rock climbing training for this month.
In the afternoon, we went into tea plantation which was really beautiful.
Sunday, we went to cactus and strawberry park before coming back to town.
lil sis' requested ;P
We planned to visit tea factory
but we have to leave before the traffic jam starts.
Well, we spent 2 nights in dad's friends' rented bungalow.
That gives me an idea to stay there if we planned to have a trip!
It's very cheap. RM600 for a night. 4 bed rooms which can fit up to 4 person.
There's a party garden where you can have a not-so-big marquee or have barbecue or camp outside the bungalow. If there's no space left to sleep after occupying the living room which is kinda big too. Astro (all channels) and a table tennis supplied. You'll have a maid and an Aunty for housekeeping and cooking too. Just next to the golf field. RM600 for 10 or 20 person. See my point?
but nope. we didn't stay there. We stayed in a hotel.
Dad and friends always rent that house when they came up during weekend to play golf once a month. Businessmen like to do that. Spending two days playing golf every morning till afternoon, away from wife and kids. Wonder why.
Will upload the pretty pics soon.
My Godfather return home to God's side on Saturday. on My birthday.
A Japanese. Who's a friend and client of my parents before I was even made.
He look at me grow up. He took care of me with his wife when he retired and I went to Japan for home stay in Nov 2007. and I guess I never do anything in return to show appreciation of him feeding me for a month and bringing me to Japanese School. I'm so sorry. I'll never forgive myself.
May you rest in peace..
Papasan, I love you.
and thank you for everything..
God Bless.
Sorry. Just don't want to talk bout my birthday.
Happy Birthday to Wai Mun, Liyana, Yue Qi, Hui Shan(my long lost twin who's also a swimmer), (the upcoming b'days) Soo Yin, Hooi Shuang and theMostImportant My dad who's b'day is a day before mine which is on the 8th. Happy Birthday to all! God'll bless us all with good health and happiness and more good things to come :D
My mom told me I was my dad's b'day present
from mom during 1992 :B
Happy Mother's Day to all mums in the world!
My mom is the coolest and the cutest and the prettiest.
Wait till you meet her C:
I spent my weekend at Cameron :)
which turns out ok.
We went hiking during Saturday morning.
The hike took us 5 hour
which was less than we expected.
Dad says we're ready for June's Kinabalu
since we've climbed once 2 years ago, this won't be a problem.
We're going to proceed to rock climbing training for this month.
In the afternoon, we went into tea plantation which was really beautiful.
Sunday, we went to cactus and strawberry park before coming back to town.
lil sis' requested ;P
We planned to visit tea factory
but we have to leave before the traffic jam starts.
Well, we spent 2 nights in dad's friends' rented bungalow.
That gives me an idea to stay there if we planned to have a trip!
It's very cheap. RM600 for a night. 4 bed rooms which can fit up to 4 person.
There's a party garden where you can have a not-so-big marquee or have barbecue or camp outside the bungalow. If there's no space left to sleep after occupying the living room which is kinda big too. Astro (all channels) and a table tennis supplied. You'll have a maid and an Aunty for housekeeping and cooking too. Just next to the golf field. RM600 for 10 or 20 person. See my point?
but nope. we didn't stay there. We stayed in a hotel.
Dad and friends always rent that house when they came up during weekend to play golf once a month. Businessmen like to do that. Spending two days playing golf every morning till afternoon, away from wife and kids. Wonder why.
Will upload the pretty pics soon.
My Godfather return home to God's side on Saturday. on My birthday.
A Japanese. Who's a friend and client of my parents before I was even made.
He look at me grow up. He took care of me with his wife when he retired and I went to Japan for home stay in Nov 2007. and I guess I never do anything in return to show appreciation of him feeding me for a month and bringing me to Japanese School. I'm so sorry. I'll never forgive myself.
May you rest in peace..
Papasan, I love you.
and thank you for everything..
Thursday, May 7, 2009
it took me a long time..
to realise that it's you that I still love.
I held my breath and clicked onto the "ya". I felt myself shaking. No joke. Result submitted. 42/50 stands out most on the screen. Feeling a little upset, I thank God. I knew I'll be on the line because I didn't study hard for it. Then, something caught my eye..
.. I walked out of the room, GRINNING. Can't help it. CAN'T WAIT. I'm going to drive SOON! HAHAHAHAHA!!!
I proudly announce...
I've passed Undang!

ok la! I'm not so chun like you guys k? who can finish it in 12 minutes and get 49/50 like Li Qi.
Can't blame me..The foreigner beside keep on bothering me. His computer got problem and I start talking to him in all language (which is English and Malay) to tell him to find the guy sitting outside because he's not suppose to talk to me (I can't ignore him right?). That's why! it took me so long to finish. See?! Actually I took some tiny winny time to control my nerves.
By the way..I'm so proud of myself! because I started studying Undang only this morning. (yea, that's why sometimes during exam I don't study too. Dreaming that I'll do good then I'll be proud of myself. When I study, get good results, I don't feel proud. Cos' it's expected. Sounds stupid eh? IT IS stupid ._.)
Not like most parents, mine encourage me to get my P asap. To reduce the burden of our driver having to drive us around all day, each with different activities and tuition for different subject. They're the one impatient sending me to driving since the starting of the year. Apparently, they didn't realise even if I passed Undang and got my L, I'll have to wait till my birthday to go for Amali. Haha ^^ they're so cute.
So.. I'm happy!
Firstly, I finally took the undang test after delaying 2 months. I keep telling myself I don't have time after the 5 hour talk and didn't make time for myself.
Second, 3 weeks ago my driver pick me up from tuition with a white Myvi and.. it's mine! My mom's Naza spoilt and since the car came, she'll drive it first. It suppose to be a surprise present for my birthday this Saturday =D well.. I don't mind. I'll still need around 2 months to really get my hands on the car.
Third, I've finished my second book of Shopaholic.
Shopaholic takes Manhattan.
I held my breath and clicked onto the "ya". I felt myself shaking. No joke. Result submitted. 42/50 stands out most on the screen. Feeling a little upset, I thank God. I knew I'll be on the line because I didn't study hard for it. Then, something caught my eye..
.. I walked out of the room, GRINNING. Can't help it. CAN'T WAIT. I'm going to drive SOON! HAHAHAHAHA!!!
I proudly announce...
I've passed Undang!

ok la! I'm not so chun like you guys k? who can finish it in 12 minutes and get 49/50 like Li Qi.
Can't blame me..The foreigner beside keep on bothering me. His computer got problem and I start talking to him in all language (which is English and Malay) to tell him to find the guy sitting outside because he's not suppose to talk to me (I can't ignore him right?). That's why! it took me so long to finish. See?! Actually I took some tiny winny time to control my nerves.
By the way..I'm so proud of myself! because I started studying Undang only this morning. (yea, that's why sometimes during exam I don't study too. Dreaming that I'll do good then I'll be proud of myself. When I study, get good results, I don't feel proud. Cos' it's expected. Sounds stupid eh? IT IS stupid ._.)
Not like most parents, mine encourage me to get my P asap. To reduce the burden of our driver having to drive us around all day, each with different activities and tuition for different subject. They're the one impatient sending me to driving since the starting of the year. Apparently, they didn't realise even if I passed Undang and got my L, I'll have to wait till my birthday to go for Amali. Haha ^^ they're so cute.
So.. I'm happy!
Firstly, I finally took the undang test after delaying 2 months. I keep telling myself I don't have time after the 5 hour talk and didn't make time for myself.
Second, 3 weeks ago my driver pick me up from tuition with a white Myvi and.. it's mine! My mom's Naza spoilt and since the car came, she'll drive it first. It suppose to be a surprise present for my birthday this Saturday =D well.. I don't mind. I'll still need around 2 months to really get my hands on the car.
Third, I've finished my second book of Shopaholic.
Shopaholic takes Manhattan.Forth, my study mood is here! At last! I've started studying yesterday.
Too bad, I'm going Cameron this Saturday although it's my birthday. To climb Hills and do tracking ar! You think what. Vacation to celebrate ar. Going to climb Mount Kinabalu for the second time during June holiday. Taking longer route this time and doing some rock climbing.
Lastly, watch this vid. I mean listen. I love it so much. It's VERY beautiful.
It brings out the tune of miracle.
When the world finally turns over, the prince and princess finally make their way out of the darkness. and lived happily ever after..
I've talk to your dad
Go pick out a white dress
How beautiful.
No explanation needed. By just saying that, we'll all understand things is finally turning out right.
Too bad, I'm going Cameron this Saturday although it's my birthday. To climb Hills and do tracking ar! You think what. Vacation to celebrate ar. Going to climb Mount Kinabalu for the second time during June holiday. Taking longer route this time and doing some rock climbing.
Lastly, watch this vid. I mean listen. I love it so much. It's VERY beautiful.
It brings out the tune of miracle.
When the world finally turns over, the prince and princess finally make their way out of the darkness. and lived happily ever after..
I've talk to your dad
Go pick out a white dress
How beautiful.
No explanation needed. By just saying that, we'll all understand things is finally turning out right.
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