and the reason is you

beautiful!

I'll be there

You and I must make a pact, we must bring salvation back
Where there is love, I'll be there

I'll reach out my hand to you, I'll have faith in all you do
Just call my name and I'll be there

I'll be there to comfort you,
Build my world of dreams around you, I'm so glad that I found you
I'll be there with a love that's strong
I'll be your strength, I'll keep holding on

Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness, well that's all I'm after
Whenever you need me, I'll be there
I'll be there to protect you, with an unselfish love that respects you
Just call my name and I'll be there

If you should ever find someone new, I know he'd better be good to you
'Cause if he doesn't, I'll be there
Don't you know, baby, yeah yeah
I'll be there, I'll be there, just call my name, I'll be there

(Just look over your shoulders, honey - oo)

I'll be there, I'll be there, whenever you need me, I'll be there
Don't you know, baby, yeah yeah

I'll be there, I'll be there, just call my name, I'll be there...


My favorite. among all his songs.



I went home.
Watched news.
Listened to radio.
and I just can't hold back the tears anymore.

I used to love him.
and I still adore him.
He was beautiful.
and I love his eyes.
although it's just brown.



but then he decided to change himself.
I was disappointed with him.
Guess you guys was too right.
but then I see that he can still beautiful.

in some other way.

I'll always remember him.
May he rest in peace and Father to bless his soul.

think of me

this was meant to be yours, darling.

the winner takes it all

If I'm not mistaken, that was my first experience on the beach.
Port Dickson.

that's my daddy ^-^
Happy Father's Day Daddy!
and all Daddy in the world!
We shared money bought 2 presents and made a scrap book with a picture in the middle.

Done by Pei Nee. Credits go to her C:
(i don't have photoshop=.=)

okay.. looks good eh? Done by Sony. Sounds good eh?
Sorry to break your bubbles but this movie sucks.
The movie is as long as an hour and half only
and I don't think there's a story line
but the action and killing is passable.
Alright, that's her signature pose. I like it too.
By the way, She's the "sexy/hot" Jun Ji-hyun.
Mmhmm.. she's a korean. Weird huh?
Using a korean star for an Japanese anime.

Don't Speak

You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining

Don't speak,
Don't speak,
Don't speak,
Oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
Don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts

Gwen Stefani

takin' back my love

I apologise for having my blog neglected lately :B
but my holiday was frantic enough
that i hadn't got the time to lay my hands on this computer.

what's with all this talking mann!
They speak of, "damnation!" and not "damn!" in those classic stories.

I find the language very attractive, beautiful indeeed.

I'm going to stop these crap cause I got lots to say.

Firstly, I'm to announce that
I've conquered Mount Kinabalu for second time,
during the holiday,
using a longer trail this time.
(oh,, how proud =.=)

while I keep you waiting in suspense
I'm most likely to just talk about the first week of the holiday.
and not about the Sabah trip :/

During exam, I've read

which is.. you know, depressing and touching.

Both Little Black Dress by different author
but with almost same type of story.

During holiday, read

action plus a little of romance.
something different from Judith Mcnaught.

4th book about this crazy woman.

If you're going after city and modern lives,
you'll like Confession of an Air Hostess, Memoirs are Made of This
and Shopaholic.

Action and a little Modern romance,
I'll suggest you try Someone to Watch Over Me.

As for more matured romance,
the Wedding, please.

Currently, I'm finishing another book of
Judith Mcnaught and will proceed to another.
Till then, I'll say more.

On the 1st of June, Monday,
I've packed and prepared for Sabah.
Or I'll be grounded from outing on Wed and Fri.

Tuesday, I spend my morning and evening in tuition.
Had my piano and appointment
with my physiotherapist to check on my knee, back, shoulder and neck.
Yes, condition had worsen till knee and back
cause of my posture affected by the ache created by shoulder and neck.

Wednesday, went out.
Celebrated birthday with Joel.
Just for him, we bought platinum ticket at Cineleisure
to watch Terminator Salvation for RM25.
Which was quite a reasonable price.
Considering having a kinda luxury lounge
for resting before heading into the movie hall.
Which apparently provide
Osim (beg ur pardon, it's not Ooi Soo Mei) messaging chair
and internet. The seats are big enough to occupy 2 medium size person.
With the comfort that makes you feel like watching movie on bed.
Sound system was awesome for Terminator.


Booming everywhere like in 3D.
We went Ikea for lunch before that.
After movie, unfortunately we missed the 4.30pm bus because
because the girls were cam whoring
x) Nicola Ashley Soon Yi Jou Ee, know?
So we waited for the next bus till 6.30pm
and went back to Joel's place for a swim.
Ate pizza and Joel Mom's Spaghetti for dinner.
I went home then while they played twister C:

On Thursday, I went for my amali course.
Theoretically, I know how to drive up a slope,
parking and make a 3 point turn now.
and at night I went swimming with my siblings.

Friday, hanged out with Wilson and yadda yadda..
surprisingly I took no pics for this outing ._.
We meet and ate brunch at New York New York Deli
and watched the Brothers Bloom. Which turn out kinda nice~


after that me, Dong, Weng Hou head off for Chem Tuition
while some left and few of them stayed for the AsiaSoft games thing
that were happening outside FCUK.
I wished I coould stay tOO!!

and Saturday, i flew to Sabah
and came back on Friday.

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier

Maybe you're just too busy on your studies preparing for exam.
I know it must be like that.
you didn't forget my birthday.
right?

must be the reason.

nobody cares. I shouldn't care too.

I'm 17 years and 2 days old.
God Bless.
Sorry. Just don't want to talk bout my birthday.

Happy Birthday to Wai Mun, Liyana, Yue Qi, Hui Shan(my long lost twin who's also a swimmer), (the upcoming b'days) Soo Yin, Hooi Shuang and theMostImportant My dad who's b'day is a day before mine which is on the 8th. Happy Birthday to all! God'll bless us all with good health and happiness and more good things to come :D

My mom told me I was my dad's b'day present
from mom during 1992 :B

Happy Mother's Day to all mums in the world!
My mom is the coolest and the cutest and the prettiest.
Wait till you meet her C:

I spent my weekend at Cameron :)
which turns out ok.
We went hiking during Saturday morning.
The hike took us 5 hour
which was less than we expected.
Dad says we're ready for June's Kinabalu
since we've climbed once 2 years ago, this won't be a problem.
We're going to proceed to rock climbing training for this month.

In the afternoon, we went into tea plantation which was really beautiful.

Sunday, we went to cactus and strawberry park before coming back to town.
lil sis' requested ;P
We planned to visit tea factory
but we have to leave before the traffic jam starts.

Well, we spent 2 nights in dad's friends' rented bungalow.
That gives me an idea to stay there if we planned to have a trip!
It's very cheap. RM600 for a night. 4 bed rooms which can fit up to 4 person.
There's a party garden where you can have a not-so-big marquee or have barbecue or camp outside the bungalow. If there's no space left to sleep after occupying the living room which is kinda big too. Astro (all channels) and a table tennis supplied. You'll have a maid and an Aunty for housekeeping and cooking too. Just next to the golf field. RM600 for 10 or 20 person. See my point?

but nope. we didn't stay there. We stayed in a hotel.
Dad and friends always rent that house when they came up during weekend to play golf once a month. Businessmen like to do that. Spending two days playing golf every morning till afternoon, away from wife and kids. Wonder why.

Will upload the pretty pics soon.

My Godfather return home to God's side on Saturday. on My birthday.
A Japanese. Who's a friend and client of my parents before I was even made.
He look at me grow up. He took care of me with his wife when he retired and I went to Japan for home stay in Nov 2007. and I guess I never do anything in return to show appreciation of him feeding me for a month and bringing me to Japanese School. I'm so sorry. I'll never forgive myself.

May you rest in peace..

Papasan, I love you.
and thank you for everything..

it took me a long time..

to realise that it's you that I still love.

I held my breath and clicked onto the "ya". I felt myself shaking. No joke. Result submitted. 42/50 stands out most on the screen. Feeling a little upset, I thank God. I knew I'll be on the line because I didn't study hard for it. Then, something caught my eye..

.. I walked out of the room, GRINNING. Can't help it. CAN'T WAIT. I'm going to drive SOON! HAHAHAHAHA!!!

I proudly announce...
I've passed Undang!


ok la! I'm not so chun like you guys k? who can finish it in 12 minutes and get 49/50 like Li Qi.
Can't blame me..The foreigner beside keep on bothering me. His computer got problem and I start talking to him in all language (which is English and Malay) to tell him to find the guy sitting outside because he's not suppose to talk to me (I can't ignore him right?). That's why! it took me so long to finish. See?! Actually I took some tiny winny time to control my nerves.
By the way..I'm so proud of myself! because I started studying Undang only this morning. (yea, that's why sometimes during exam I don't study too. Dreaming that I'll do good then I'll be proud of myself. When I study, get good results, I don't feel proud. Cos' it's expected. Sounds stupid eh? IT IS stupid ._.)

Not like most parents, mine encourage me to get my P asap. To reduce the burden of our driver having to drive us around all day, each with different activities and tuition for different subject. They're the one impatient sending me to driving since the starting of the year. Apparently, they didn't realise even if I passed Undang and got my L, I'll have to wait till my birthday to go for Amali. Haha ^^ they're so cute.

So.. I'm happy!

Firstly, I finally took the undang test after delaying 2 months. I keep telling myself I don't have time after the 5 hour talk and didn't make time for myself.

Second, 3 weeks ago my driver pick me up from tuition with a white Myvi and.. it's mine! My mom's Naza spoilt and since the car came, she'll drive it first. It suppose to be a surprise present for my birthday this Saturday =D well.. I don't mind. I'll still need around 2 months to really get my hands on the car.

Third, I've finished my second book of Shopaholic.

Confession of a Shopaholic.

Shopaholic takes Manhattan.

Forth, my study mood is here! At last! I've started studying yesterday.

Too bad, I'm going Cameron this Saturday although it's my birthday. To climb Hills and do tracking ar! You think what. Vacation to celebrate ar. Going to climb Mount Kinabalu for the second time during June holiday. Taking longer route this time and doing some rock climbing.

Lastly, watch this vid. I mean listen. I love it so much. It's VERY beautiful.


It brings out the tune of miracle.
When the world finally turns over, the prince and princess finally make their way out of the darkness. and lived happily ever after..

I've talk to your dad
Go pick out a white dress

How beautiful.
No explanation needed. By just saying that, we'll all understand things is finally turning out right.

I was just pathetic

This is going to be long
and bored as hell. Just a note for myself.

Since I think I'm ready to get over this.
I think I'm ready to spill the beans now.

I was really depressed weeks ago.
because I got kicked out of choir. haha!
Somehow, I find it funny now.

I think I should put it in this way instead.
I'm not qualifiy to sing for competition.
To be in the team.
Despite being desperate over the years to sing,
the current me would have went to persuade Gan to put me in.
Instead I happen to believe my voice wasn't good enough.
However, a week after I found the courage to go to consult her.
I asked what makes me not qualified for comp
and I think I actually stared at her in disbelieve
when I heard her words.
She said my voice is too loud for choir.
Okay, that's acceptable.
And she continued, saying that I don't have
expression when I'm singing.
Days later I arrived with the conclusion thinking that
I have nothing to lose not being in the team.
Till then on Friday's Chinese singing comp,
me and Wen won first place for duet.
Yet she was one of the judge
and she actually tell me we sounded nice.




I went home
locked myself in my room
suffocate myself with the pillow
and cried my eyes and heart out.

To be honest,
I confronted Gan for the third time today after being kicked out.
Let me explain, firstly,
I didn't intend to consult her to ask what's wrong with me in the first place.
It just came out wrong from my mouth.
I wanted to tell her I desperately wanted to sing for choir
because I was not given the chance to do so for the past few years
cos' my dad just don't like me singing.
You see, some may say my parents are supportive. Well,
they are during family day cos' it's what they like. Bussssinesss.. know?
When it comes to singing, my dad thinks I'm embarrassing him.
Till I sang in front of his friends during a party
which made him speechless
that now although he didn't support me
at least he didn't discourage me.

God knows,
I'm not even in now even my dad gave me the permission to sing.
As I've said, it came out wrong.
I ended up asking what's wrong.
For my second attempt.
I asked the same question again that she told me I'm expressionless.
Today, which I know it's too late,
I still went to her. This time I told her what I WANT TO SAY.
She said I should have went to her earlier that I'm too late now.
From that moment, I know I am all to blame.
I hate myself for being a coward.
People nowadays always say,
chances are very rare to get,
you have to make one for yourself.
I knew, I just ruin one.

I'm totally over it now.
I've learned from my previous lesson
that there's no point being regret
or feeling bad over something that had been done.
You'll just hurt yourself more not moving on.

You probably don't get what I'm saying here.
As long as I get it that's fine.

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Studies just can't get me distracted.
Books can thou.
I've been reading lately.
and here's 4 books that I would say.
It's nice and I think those who likes romance will like this.





Plus,
watch these. Please. Can't embed.
I'm sorry you have to take this trouble but just go watch these, will you?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RxPZh4AnWyk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xjm2i37xSM8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVU4IkzMNIo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D4mB94ejivU

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You should have seen me sing on Friday.
You'd be proud of me.
Wen and I was singing our song.
How I wished that you were here for me now
so that I won't walk thru these with God only.
Well, at least I know I have him and he's here for me always.

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight

Maryam.
May your Allah berkat you always in everything.
Altho it's just a short time knowing you.
I already know that you're a good friend.
You'll have a great journey ahead in life.
because you're a great person.
You berkebolehan in everything.
Your studies is obviously good.
cause' you're in Matahari.
Your sports..
Me and Kar Mun and also yellow house
are so proud of you.
and you definitely did a great job for the house.
No matter in running
or getting involve in deco
or helping out for Kar Mun
and me when we're both not around.
As an outsider,
I can see too that you're one of the great leader in KRS.

Continue shinning.
'Cause you're already blinding me eyes x)

Thank you so much
for being my friend
for being part of yellow house and did so much
and for everything that I forget to mention.
It's nice to get to know you.

Love you Yam :)

I'm going to miss you.
We're all going to miss you lots.

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I'm happy.

I made you smile today.
For the first time this year.

Now that I've got nothing to keep me busy from taking you away from my mind.
I'm missing you badly again..

I thought I could use him to forget you.
But I was wrong.
Wrong in the sense that it's unfair for him.
Wrong in the sense that it's a bad thing to do.
Wrong in the sense that he could help me to forget you.
Or even replace you.

No. He doesn't know that I fancy him or whatever you say, admire. I just like him. That's all. As in more-than-friend-a-little kind of like. and No. We're not together or will be.

Well he's an attraction to me.
but you still have my attention.
like you have all the while.
because I'm just a little too not over you..

It's the 11th month tomorrow.
and by such a coincidence
the moon will be full again.

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Nothing special.
I just want to jot this down so I'll remember.

7th April 2009, Tuesday
Phone kena rampas.
for the first time in my school life.

Won't be blogging much from now on.
Mom is keeping the computer cable.
I can hardly get my hands on the comp.

Smile always :]

untitled

I feel my throat begin to close and my eyes well up with tears because I know it is time for you to go. The look you give me at that moment haunts me. I feel your sadness and my own loneliness, and the ache in my heart that had been silent for only a short time grows stronger as you release me. And then you step away from me. I long to go with you but your only response is to shake your head because we both know that is impossible.

I watch with breaking heart as you slowly fade away. I find myself straining to remember everything about this moment, everything about you. But soon, always too soon, your image vanishes and the fog rolls back to its faraway place and I am alone sitting on that cold cement floor leaning against a table in an empty classroom. I do not care what others think as I hug my knees, bow my head and cry and cry and cry. For I know, that will be your last touch, the last time you wipe the tears off my cheeks...

Do you remember that Friday?


I miss the days when you love me..

resurrect

yes. I'm talking about Jesus and Easter.

and also yellow of course.
we definitely rise from death.
Viva la Vida will be the juniors' responsibility
for next year =D

today's post will be about..

LI QI

Happy Birthday!!

Just a little detail.
We've known each other since standard 2. Yup, we've been friends for 10 years but for some reason during last few years we've been see-no-talk friends. I have to say that we are not close.

As I've said in his card,
it's a blessing and joy to have a friend like him.

He's nice and is a friend
that you need and can be trusted.

He's that kind of friend
that will be there for you when you need him
although he's not really close to you.

He use to have a really bad temper
but he changed.

He's committed in things that he's doing.

He's a great leader.

He's gifted with many talents.

He's able to do almost everything.

He's good in sports, basketball, KRS and whatsoever.

He's good in academic
and was always the first in the whole form
when he's in primary school.

He can sing well.

He's born on April Fool day so can joke well.

He got nice colour skin.

He has what a guy need.
Muscles x)

Well, all I can say is he's nice and is a good guy.

Qi, don't worry because you're almost perfect. You'll met your Cinderella soon and be bless with excellent results not just for SPM but in everything you're going to do in life. You're a great person and I believe you'll do tons of great things in future and succeed in life.

May God bless you always.

Lots of love
from your
used-to-sit-beside-you-in-primary-school
friend.

give me what I desreve

I felt so guilty.
Nat requested for promoting this like weeks ago.
Sorry :/


here.
People, why sit at home when you can come and join the crowd and have fun?
It's a fund-raising event and the MONNAY! $ "kaching! kaching!" $ will go to WORLD VISION.




Besides having fun, you'll be helping those poor children too :]
As Lilo, in her own eloquent way says, "'Ohana means family. Family means nobody gets left behind - or forgotten."

So be there yea =D

Besides i'll be managing my own booth for PAWS.


I'll be selling PAWS merchandise and drinks.
Buy drinks if the merchandise is expensive because you won't believe your eyes till you see the price I'm offering for a drink. I'll be selling PAWS t-shirt, umbrellas, key chains, pins, car stickers and car shades.

Btw, f.y.i
5% for all booth sales goes to Trixxon for donating to World Vision.
So my leftover 95% will all go to PAWS.

Support CHARITY.
Support WORLD VISION.
Support PAWS.

because they really need your support..

Unforgettable

Uh~~ I can feel the pain now @.@
Maryam
I know how it feels now getting a bengkak sole T.T
I got 4 little holes in my sole but really deep and the area around is blue black.

hahaha! but who cares. Sport's day is over. We can rest now =B

I'm still feeling the sport's day thing =3
Aw! I'm already missing sport's day. Can't believe it's overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

You know the cake we get yesterday was quite nice. Especially the round brown one. I ate it this morning for breakfast and I felt the warmth inside my heart. Oh gg. This is so gay xD I brought one of each different cake home yesterday because there's leftover and I can't bear seeing it wasted like that. Aiyo.. collecting the money to buy those food is a very tiring job know!

haha! =_= my muddy smelly yellow t-shirt is still hung up inside my room, wish I could frame it up for memories but the smell is quite annoying x) So I'm going to hand wash it myself later. Hope the stain can't wear off.

and my colour lens ar T.T I dropped it while i was crying yesterday. Damn cacat lor!! I wore it twice only but nevermind la. I'll appreciate it more since I specially bought it for sports day and the contact lens actually fell off itself right after we're announced as champion. haha! I know right :D

okay. I'll talk about myself for a moment. Let me boost up myself esteem. Don't read k, don't read. This part is for me to comfort myself for not doing my best.
Shan, you did ok. It's over. Let bygones be bygones. No point of you crying over spilled milk. At least you got a first place, a second, a third, a forth and first for tug of war right. You're not bad. Just that they're too fast for you.
Omg, i feel like laughing at myself but I don't know why.
Get over it lar Shan!

I reach school at 4.45a.m. It's the first time ever to be at school that early and guess it'll be my last too.

My conclusion is, this year's sport's day is seriously the best lor.
I don't know whether it seems the same to everyone
or because I'm so into it
or the padang condition that made it so fun
or because it's our last sport's day
or all form 5's feels the same
Maybe I'm just feeling what all form 5's feels every year.
That feeling betul betul SYOK!


Confession of a Shophaholic is out!!

Somebody! bring me out! Let's go watch movie!

Oh and I found this.
Can we do this

or this

for Malam Bakat.
I mean we as in who's interested in this?
You saw the dance.
They uses hair as effects so the dance is quite easy to attract attention.

I'm like a bird, I'll only fly away..

So don't say your goodbyes, You know it's better that way

One wet, dirty and fun sports day.
It's out last and also the best.
I wanted to laugh but tears was flowing out.
Feeling happy yet sad.
Well of course it was tears of joy :]
Indescribable feelings.
Can't believe sports day is over.
I didn't want it to end.
Tell me I'm not crazy, you think so too right.

Yellow won ;]

Well, thank you to the yellow people. Thanks to the athletes, the tarik tali's people, the deco's people, the pom poms, the marching's, and not to forget all teacher's and yellow house members. In sports day we play the game, they are the people that gives us moral support. Each and everyone in the house plays a role and everybody is equally important . Besides, we are thankful enough to have 2 great leaders. Kar Mun with her very organized head and Nicola commanding.
Did you realise we're the only team with female heads? hah x)

I wanted to say Yellow's the best but I couldn't because I really think everybody deserved to be call winners. We knew how much we give out, how much we sacrificed. I see dedicated leaders. I see Li Qi running around doing other jobs too even he's the head, I see Wan Hong having meetings trying to organize his team better and get everyone to work together, I see Nat and Qi staring at the forms the list of athletes always, I see Derrick running everywhere double checking all sections of his house, I see Kar Yee cracking brains, people getting scolding from parents just to get their parents to get them materials, I see them crying and breaking down because of stress and nervous before the race, I see teachers shouting trying to get the results fair, I see Kar Mun texting me from Hong Kong, I see Nicola calling me in the middle of the night, I see Joe Ian busy on the t-shirts besides deco, I see Aisya cried because of imperfection, I see people camping in school just to get up early for deco today, I see tarik tali's people slipped, fell and stand up. I saw everyone gave and did their best. I saw hard work. I saw passion.

We learned a lot, didn't we? look, I'm not saying this because I won something and also losing some events. Winning is not everything. Is about being there, the journey it takes to be there. To be chosen to be there. All athletes are awesome. I found out, that a leader is not somebody who stands in front and everyone follows but somebody who stands behind and pushed everyone forward keeping all members motivated.

I know what myself did today. I failed myself, i let negative thoughts to interfere my head and I'm lucky to have not pull yellow house down or I'll be the blame Well I cant use the excuse of gotten my sole cut by glass or wet lanes right? Some were injured and all lanes were wet. At least after breaking down 2 events of running 200m and 400m, I got up for 2 x 200m and tug of war :D and lempar cakera. hah x) lompat tinggi xD haha! That's funny. I went home and LEARNED how to jump -_______-

The time, the hard work, the sleepless night, even in dreams I dreamt of sports day coming. I know whatever we did, it'll worth and it's worth it for a lifetime memory. I will never ever forget this day, these months.

I really love BU4 alot :)

who says busy time is over.
Have to catch up on studies.
I've stopped touching my book right after exam.
It's time to wipe of the dust xO
Going qing ming coming Sunday.
oh! Don't forget about Earth Hour yea.

28th March 2009
8.30p.m. to 9.30p.m.
OFF YOUR LIGHTS.
Do it.
For Earth.
For Us.
and For the Future.

gives you hell

no wonder this song "ALL-American Rejects" lar.
the lyrics doesn't even make sense.

when you see my face, imma gives you hell

haha! xD i heard it like that lar. didn't google the lyrics.

So I'm taking a week break from blogging for the first time in my life.
I'm really tired. BUT I'M FREAKING HAVING LOTSA FUN!
I got so much to say but lazy to type.

so take a break. watch these vid. you'll love it.



he's good-looking. you think so too right? KINDA good-looking. and pretty too~~~ with the hair.



this is not too funny. watch his movies in minutes =B



knew him thru Pei Nee's blog =D

last but not least, must watch x)



have a great week ahead yea!
but don't forget to take enough rest and drink lotsa water :]

you've got a smile that can light up this whole town

seriously, how can holiday be so bored despite being so busy :/

Gonna bake a bread later if free :D
oh and I baked cheese cake for my bro's Birthday on Tuesday, 17th.
Yay for me :DD my first cheese cake.

Happy Belated Birthday you big boy! :B
he's 13 this year. I mind you don't know he's in 1 Daisi now.
I actually told him this, "I love you! because you're so big and cute!" x)

well, I didn't have enough oreo so I didn't make the crust >o

on Saturday after the kursus in school, we went to Kuala Selangor which is a one-day-lawatan-sambil-belajar trip organised by WWF and Shell if I'm not mistaken. We have a nature hunt at first (like amazing race !!) running in Kuala Selangor Nature Park. So we manage to take a few pictures only because we were busy running doing the task. Obviously, our team got first! hah! xD I'm not boasting. Then we have seafood dinner and head for the fireflies :) it was like 10 years back when I first visited the kelip-kelip and I can tell you that they are one of the endangered species now because they're cutting down the mangroves.

M.A.N.G.R.O.V.E.S, know? mangroves?
go and have a visit if you haven't been there yet. it'll be too late when there is none left. Firelies are very tiny and beautiful beetles :]

By the way, I just realised I have not post up pictures taken during the last holiday -__-
during the CNY holiday.
We went Yogyakarta which is at Jawa Tengah to visit Borobudur and Prambanan. (flip thru your Sejarah text book if you takde idea langsung what am I talking about)
Then flew to Jakarta.. to do shopping! :D
(dad went there to check on his factory actually)
you wouldn't believe me till you see the ROWS of F.O.S :D
think about it.. buying superheroes baju which have the exact material sold in OU at the price of RM8, buying real polo t-shirts, MU or whatever jerseys, sports wear, Nike, Reebok, Bilabong at RM15 a piece. hehe =D you heard me. It's not pirated. They manufacture your baju in Indon.

Borobudur

the stupa (some holy bell)

Prambanan

Pet Safari in Bandung
believe me. this is better than the one in Singapore.
you can't go down the car. but can open up all your windows thou :D
just not at the lion and tiger region.

I know he loves me. He were about to kiss me x)

this is a Lama.

"RAWR!"

white cat.

I like his hair. Woot woot! Sexy~