love me tender

For some reason..
I may not be bloggin anymore.
I dono.
We'll see.

how are you? 你好吗？

Wow. I din update for 2 days. Is this the first time? nope. Second.

Mom says finish exam first only start vocal class. Means starting on 12th Nov :(

Well.. you don need to noe what happen to me on Saturday.
So yesterday i went Mph Warehouse Sale opposite Glad Tidings. Today is the last day. Closing at 7pm. Bought many books.

• Breaking Dawn by Stephenie Meyer (she got lots of e in her name) , RM32.00
• New Moon by Stephenie Meyer, RM26.00
• So Little Time, Mary-kateandAshley, RM3.00x5
• Shopaholic Ties The Knot by Sophie Kinsella, RM20.00
  
• Shopaholic & Baby by Sophie Kinsella, RM20.00
• For One More Day by Mitch Albom (introduce by HuaJie) , RM20.00
• the five people you meet in heaven by Mitch Albom, RM20.00
• Marley & Me by John Grogan (cute doggie) , RM20.00
• Thanks for the Memories by Cecelia Ahern, RM20.00

$$=RM193

My mom is nice. But hey I bought 13 books and of course I have a deal with her. Since she owe me past 2 weeks' allowance and there's 2 more school weeks. I told her to cut from my one month allowance. Which is RM30x4=RM120. So all she have to pay is RM193-120=RM73
She talk a lot. Exam la..she keeping it first la.. Still ^^ thx mom and thank you Father.

Are you happy today? :>

I see you've found out my blog and have been reading. Is it a good or bad thing? Tell me will you? I'm afraid i'll make you angry again. What if things I wrote here are those that you doesn't wanna hear. So I came up with a solution. I'm sorry and if you doesn't wanna hear all this then don't visit my blog. I don wanna make you unhappy or angry<3

sorry, miao miao miao

Ark Twilight! I wanna watch arRR... Urgh! I wanna read!
The minute we finish exam, I'll start reading. Read it in 3 days time. Must. Read before i watch. Urgh.

Who's going for LOUD?
*raise hand* "not me." :(

heh. One in A Million is back. Oh! Youngest qualifying age is 16. Hahah! I'll go try my luck :D
*stare cock* "nonsense."

I'm starting my vocal class on 5th of Nov! Hahahahahaha.. can't stop laughing. Just can't imagin myself. In vocal class? haha! Sorry. Just find it really funnay.

Noe? I find it stupid at last. To actually watch that 8TV 7pm Korean drama. Sorry, I Love You.
It just break your heart. They got nothing better to do than breaking hearts huh?

Are you happy today? =D

I'll start with something nice first.
The radio station always break my heart.
Are you gonna punch them for me ^^
Now the not nice one.
Don't act like you lost your memory. It hurts.
Is the memories you have bout us that bad?
That you called it past?
That you totally wanna forget bout all of it?
I'm sorry I'm selfish. I told you. You can hate me.
But don forget bout the memories and me.
Screw you.

Oh, lonesome me..

star light, star bright
first star i see tonight
i wish i may
i wish i might
have the one wish tonight
having you for tonight
and for every night

Are you happy today? :]

There's many things that i wanna give you.
I'm sorry i given you sorrow only.
But there's just too much love.
Too much that i din have enough time to give you all.
Too much that you din have the chance to take all.

tell me again, please tell me again

well.. I'll just blog bout what i did these days.

Monday
1410 back home from school & lunch
1430 watch tv
1530 piano & shower
1700 chem tuition
1930 dinner
2010 study
2300 sleep

Tuesday
1410 back home from school & lunch
1430 watch tv
1530 piano & shower
1630 sleep
1745 study
1900 dinner
2000 BM tuition & study
2315 sleep

Wednesday
1410 back home from school & lunch
1430 watch tv
1530 piano
1600 wanna shower and hibernate now
1730 maybe I'll wake up
1800 maybe I'll jog/cycle
1900 maybe I'll shower and eat dinner
2000 maybe I'll.. i dono. Study what?
2300 sleep

Night.

I am seriously going to fail my Chinese this Friday.
Wish me luck so i won't fail so badly.

Are you happy today?

What do you do these days without me?

Bored~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

your smile

O.O computer clean up my MAPLE? have to download again?! T.T

Lucky I'm lucky today -_-
Lucky i have enough time to run through Physic. I forget to study Physic. Was concentrating on Bio and Chem.
Lucky i remember.
Lucky teacher went thru past year questions with us.
Lucky i accidentally studied what came out.
So lucky =.=

OKAY! I'm going to blog lesser. Must concentrate on studies. Urm.. I'll be blogging.. 4 times this week? Deal.

Are you happy today? =]

You hurt me. But i'm sorry too.

Double Promise Forever and Ever, amen?

Jerk, you make me feel so useless without you.
I miss you terribly.

Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

I'm left alone at home :( they went out for mom's little cousin's wedding dinner.
Masaking bubur now for dinner.

Are you happy today? :)

EverythingThatIDoRemindsMeOfYou

Gosh. My hand still so fishy. Just came back from Add Maths tuition. I woke up in the morning and play with homemade fish balls. You noe.. buy the big fish and dig all the meats out then make fish balls from the paste?

Anyway, No wonder I'm sick! Eat toast bread nasi lemak mee goreng maggi mee =.= i can't stop eating this pass 2 days. Ark! Tires are forming on my tummy. I feel so fat! Urg! Sumore skipped karate. Don't think i feel fat >.< i am fat.

T.T Sore throat~~

gotta study Bio today. Mm.. later Physic tuition. Then have family dinner with granny.

Are you happy today? ^^

I'm confused.

Let me be your hero,

Would you dance,
If I asked you to dance?
Would you run,
And never look back?
Would you cry,
If you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?

Would you tremble,
If I touched your lips?
Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.
Now would you die,
For the one you love?
Hold me in your arms, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Would you swear,
That you'll always be mine?
Or would you lie?
Would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Oh, I just wanted to hold you.
I just wanted to hold you.
Oh yeah.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
Well I don't care...
You're here, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain oh yeah
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
And I will stand by you, forever.

You can take my breath away.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.

She's trying to find out what i'm doing.

Do we look alike?

Can't blame her. She's a camwhore xP

hush, hush darling..

Went to school today. Learn quite a lot. Pn Norehan came in and taught us the whole chapter 9 of Sejarah while En Najed taught us the whole chapter 10. Briefly i mean. So we spent like almost 3 periods on Sejarah. Means.. i had briefly know whats the whole book is about. Isn't it a good thing?
Four person came today. Me, Dong, Pat and Jasmine. Well.. everyone has some little secret, little reason why they go school. It's a secret, so i'm not telling you mine ^^

Guess i'm not going for karate tomorrow. Got 2 tuition :(
i'll fall asleep in tuition in the afternoon if i go.
I'm sick! Coughing la. Cause I ate toasted bread yesterday =.=

I'm late for tuition!

Are you happy today? :3

Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you,
That is how I know you go on

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're gone

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

You're here, there's nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

You're My Soup of Everyday

**** stop posting nonsense >.< ish la.
Yes! Exam comin. Hahaha!

So.. today i ponteng school but end up not studyin. I might as well go school tomorrow then.
Woke up at 8am. Planning to try on my new bread maker but don't have enough butter. While waiting for my maid to buy it. I used the left over butter and tons of mushroom to make mushroom soup. Made my bread after that. I can't wait for the bread to be done to look at my first bread^^ Well.. i wasted that 3 hours walking into the kitchen each 10 minutes and back to the living room to watch tv.




It looks nice. Doesn't it? hahaha! A-
It's about 330 when it's done and cooled. Then i start studying! haha.. but piano teacher came at 430. Gosh. Theory gives me more headache compare to studies. Guess what, mitochondria in my muscle cell is getting lesser. Yup, studying Bio chapter 7 today.
Btw, me likey Lucky and Summer Sunshine == i don't understand summer sunshine's mv. Oh and Viva la Vida. The guy who sings? Look at his eyes. It's green! Aw.. so beautiful. Me love beautiful eyes like yours.. If i'm not wrong coldplay has a song name yellow right? Car Yi will like it i think.

Are you happy today? =D

I'll still rate it as sweet memories <3

TooDifferentDatTwoPersonCanBe

Dissect frog today. May they rest in peace. Bought bread maker last Sunday.

Did you noe it's full moon again? Its beauty.. is blocked by clouds.
There's too much for me to say to you.. too much that i don't even remember.
i like it when you sing
your touch kills me from inside out
my heart doesn't want to come back to me
my day sucks without you
is it stupid staring at the fon everyday
hoping for the message sign to pop up
i see you had found someone to replace me
i see even my gift is replaced by others
are you as happy as you seem
is it because of me
because we're over
if i could trade our time together for your happiness
i would
as long as your happy..
yea..
That's all that I remember
You know what i'm thinkin
You know what i'm gonna say

Ti Amo

Unbreak My Heart

What do pictures say?











Pictures i took before cutting hair :(

Ark! I'm so gonna kill myself! I can't believe i cut my hair. i plan to leave it long till next year's prom. besides trimmin. Then I can do my hair. So i can be beautiful^^ Iiish larr.
Dear.. it's time for you to cut your fringe. It's long. You doesn't look good. Not leng zhai :3

Facts: Clown fish are the only gays that can give birth. Read today's Star near comic section x)

oh and I tried Wendy's last Saturday. Am I the only noob who just eat wendy's for the first time? haha..

Are you happy today? =O

因为爱你 我感到幸福
因为不能和你在一起
我感到辛苦

Wounded panda

Hey.. i'm sorry. For my previous post. I din mean to offend anyone. Just wanting to pass on what I learn everyday.

Erm.. I noe some of you read newspaper while you're eating or read comic books while you're shittin. Or reading text book everywhere you go =.= How bout while showering? Spend some time. To understand your reflection. To see what you've done that day. I din tell you to cry over spilled milk but learn and find out the reason why you spilled the milk and make sure you won't spill it again next time. You'll get to noe bout the world more and yourself of course. It's makes you a better person everyday.

Well.. today morning went for karate class as usual. Sensei din turn up cos have some last minute meeting. So we're suppose to train ourself but not dissiplin enough to do so. They continue doing their talking and i went in the clas to have a seat. I din mean to have a sleep. But i terslept. Lucky i woke up. On time before class end. O.O no one noes im in class and my phone was not with me.

Know what? Be yourself and do your part. I noe what i'm saying now doesn't link to what i'm saying just now. So let's get back to the story. You can't decide what someone will do or control anyone. But you can do your part. It's not bout the teacher is there or not that day but you as a student should attend class. Urm.. and carry on the class as usual. That's call doing your part.

Do i crap a lot these day?
I should study.

hmm.. got to go tuition. Then have dinner with granny in Selangor Club.

Are you happy today? ^^

I find piano and bible.. Addictive xD

就算未来的路都不同
你在我心中
到永久

5 months

Just came back from ou to buy grocery with mum. Forget to get an eraser again.

My tummy is not upset anymore. It's depressed T.T is there anyone on earth who mogok like this person in the picture? I would like to try it.




Now. I'm going to lecture bout something. (Ah~ i felt so mature)
Be thankful for what you have. Don say you neva once like Malaysia. You don't need to love it. Just like it to show appreciation. Don't say you can't wait to get out of this country. What more do you ask for. We are free from wars. Just that we have some political issues going around. Is there any other place you can call home sweet home? Don't you like your house? Your room? The friends you met in school? The fun you have everyday? You can hate Malaysia if it's having war and you're losing everything you love right now. Did you fail to contact your love ones? Outside too dangerous for you to go outing with friends or shopping with mom or have supper with dad? So be thankful for what you have. And don't judge people. Father doesn't even judge us. What gives us the right to judge others. Acts do talk more. But sometimes people is not how we see them as.

P.s. only childish people play I-don-fren-you game xP

Are you happy today?;]

It's been the longest month without you last month.
This month will be the same too..
Can I noe how much you hate me?

Without you, I'm imcomplete

let me repeat myself.
To forgive is the highest, most beautiful form of love. -Robert Muller
If you don't learn to forgive, anger will enslave you and lead you to hatred. -PuiShan

Love IS powerful, love is strong.
But don't over estimate it and think love will make every impossible thing to happen. And think things will always be the same if there's power of love.
It has its weak time too. When fear or anger took over.

少了你的手臂当枕头
我还不习惯
你的望远镜
望不到你北半球的孤单

go STUDY. if you're reading my blog.
Sorry for crapping this few days. If you think i'm crapping.

Are you happy today? :)

Stare Blankly at Blank Pages

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARK! f**k! They are so AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRK! LOOK at their muscle! OOOOOOOOOhMyG! They grew handsomer x) MAX!!!!!! XIAH! i love you! Check out TVXQ's new album. Mirotic. Scroll till the bottom of my blog! You'll faint when you see them. So sexy *fainting* nvm me being outdated. The album is released last month =.=

so i wasted an hour to do 3 test again. After checkin out mel's blog. haha.. MUST STUDY.
There. Have a look.

Your result for The Nerd? Geek? or Dork? Test ...

Pure Nerd

61 % Nerd, 48% Geek, 17% Dork

For The Record:

A Nerd is someone who is passionate about learning/being smart/academia.
A Geek is someone who is passionate about some particular area or subject, often an obscure or difficult one.
A Dork is someone who has difficulty with common social expectations/interactions.
You scored better than half in Nerd, earning you the title of: Pure Nerd.

The times, they are a-changing. It used to be that being exceptionally smart led to being unpopular, which would ultimately lead to picking up all of the traits and tendences associated with the "dork." No-longer. Being smart isn't as socially crippling as it once was, and even more so as you get older: eventually being a Pure Nerd will likely be replaced with the following label: Purely Successful.

Hahaha People! i'm a pure nerd. Heard that?!

Your result for The Personality Defect Test ...

Hippie

You are 14% Rational, 100% Extroverted, 43% Brutal, and 29% Arrogant.

You are the Hippie! Characterized by a strong sense of extroversion, irrationality, gentleness, humility, and a faint scent of marijuana, you no doubt frolic through fields preaching peace and free love! Immediately following that, you then frolic to the hospital with herpes! You are probably either very spiritual or needlessly paranoid about "the man", like most hippies, as a result of your focus on intuition and feelings over cold, brutal logic. You probably enjoy poetry, especially beatnik ultra-liberal crap about how horrible fascism is, even though your suburbanized, sheltered idea of "fascism" is having to pay two dollars per gallon at the gas pump. You are also very, very social. And like any hippie who would have no qualms about hitchiking across the country just to meet some interesting people, you also love to interact with others, even complete strangers. Though I highly doubt they love to interact with you! Because we know most any hippie is peace-loving and humble, it stands to reason that you, as well, are terribly gentle and humble, almost to the point of revulsion. Your carefree attitude of peace and harmony is probably very, very sickening to realists or cynics or anyone who isn't a hippie, to tell the truth. In short, your personality is defective because you are overly emotional, extroverted, gentle, and humble--thus making you an annoying hippie.

Right. If you say so. Actually i don really understand the explaination. Btw, who cares. *secretly saying, if she doesn't care she wouldn't have take the test x)*

Your result for The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test ...

6 - the Questioner

you chose CY - your Enneagram type is SIX (aka "The Loyalist").

"I am affectionate and skeptical"

Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family, friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved and timid to outspoken and confrontative.

How to Get Along with Me

• Be direct and clear.
• Listen to me carefully.
• Don't judge me for my anxiety.
• Work things through with me.
• Reassure me that everything is OK between us.
• Laugh and make jokes with me.
• Gently push me toward new experiences.
• Try not to overreact to my overreacting.

What I Like About Being a SIX

• being committed and faithful to family and friends
• being responsible and hardworking
• being compassionate toward others
• having intellect and wit
• being a nonconformist
• confronting danger bravely
• being direct and assertive

What's Hard About Being a SIX

• the constant push and pull involved in trying to make up my mind
• procrastinating because of fear of failure; having little confidence in myself
• fearing being abandoned or taken advantage of
• exhausting myself by worrying and scanning for danger
• wishing I had a rule book at work so I could do everything right
• being too critical of myself when I haven't lived up to my expectations

SIXes as Children Often

• are friendly, likable, and dependable, and/or sarcastic, bossy, and stubborn
• are anxious and hypervigilant; anticipate danger
• form a team of "us against them" with a best friend or parent
• look to groups or authorities to protect them and/or question authority and rebel
• are neglected or abused, come from unpredictable or alcoholic families, and/or take on the fearfulness of an overly anxious parent

SIXes as Parents

• are often loving, nurturing, and have a strong sense of duty
• are sometimes reluctant to give their children independence
• worry more than most that their children will get hurt
• sometimes have trouble saying no and setting boundaries

Lalala...

So Test at HelloQuizzy

can someone tell me what's bipolar?
yes i got a test for it too and i get very very above average. But i don't understand the explaination. *cats crossing*

T.T i put on 1kg last week. Again, who cares xP

Are you happy today? =D

this time exam will be my first chinese exam without your help..
help me again, will you?

当我们同在一起，
在一起 在一起，
当我们同在一起，
真快乐无比。

你对着我笑嘻嘻，
我对着你笑哈哈，
当我们同在一起，
真快乐无比。

Thx for Teachin Me So Much

Bcos of you, i've grew up.

To forgive is the highest, most beautiful form of love. -Robert Muller
If you don't learn to forgive, anger will enslave you and lead you to hatred. -PuiShan
So you wanna hate or love?

You din just taught me how to love. You taught me how to hate too. Or was it me myself who taught myself to hate. Haha..
It was my first. To ever hate anybody. You know i never anybody. But this person is no anybody, is my somebody. Someone i love.
You ask, "how can you hate and love me at the same time?" i dono how to answer you. Cos i don understand also. But i noe i only hate you when you hurt me, hate you only when i say it, i hate you. Yes, maybe part of it was jealousy. You're just too perfect for me.
But Love, i don hate you anymore.

I've found out why my ex gave up on me. And it's the same reason you gave up on me.
Cos i merajuk. Or in another name, i din learn to forgive. He hurt me. He said sorry. But he did it again and again. So at last i learn not to forgive him so easily. I thought if i did he'll do it again next time. Days past, he came and said sorry for too many times but i had learn not to forgive. I acted like a princess. He came and comfort me and talk to me nicely. I din bother to care. Then, he gave up.
DejaVu. It's happenin again now. Same thing. Over again. Haha.. I wish i could laugh at my mistake. But you were more patient than him. I thank you for that.
It's useless for me to say this now but you din know this. There's no point of me getting angry at you cos it doesn't last. Sorry i acted as if i'm still angry. Sorry i lied to you that i'm angry. Sorry.

Am i stupid writing all these on the blog when i din even noe whether do you visit my blog or not. Do you even know i have a blog?

Please. You can hate me but don't forget me.

Why do ppl ask "how many ex you have"? Why are they so proud of having so many ex?
It actually means how many times had you fail in love.
Why don't people ask how many ex best friend you have?
Haha.. sorry today is an emo post.
It's fun to loose a bf and a bf at the same time huh?
Yea. It's boyfriend and best friend.

Are you happy today? :)

Have you found someone to replace me?

Take my Breath Away

hahahaha! I'm suppose to be at Yin's hse now. Smtg's up and we have to cancel the group study. So i guess gotta study myself. mm........bored.
You noe.. i was eatin chewing gum and wrapped it around my tongue just ready to blow it. Just then i passed by the mirror. It looks like wearin condom on a dick ==" haha!
So Raya holiday gonna end in 2 days time. It's nice to be bac to school. For some reason, i like goin to school but holiday is nice too. You get to do more things besides studyin.
STUDY, PEOPLE! let's nerd!

Are you happy today? =3

I like to think that you're climbing up my balcony just to see me tonight ^^Did you listen to mix fm last night? It was playing the songs you like.

I Believe You're an Angel Father sent me to Change Me

• Made some changes on my blog.
• Downloaded Leona Lewis' Spirit album.

and i fell for her x) She's beautiful. Her look and her voice. Oh, i din noe she had a song called take a bow also. It's nice.

• I'm STUDYING. hahahaha!
• Goin chem tuition later.
  
• here. better in time, dedicated to you.

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: x2]

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Are you happy today? =)

It was our secret. Now, just mine.