Thx for Teachin Me So Much

Bcos of you, i've grew up.

To forgive is the highest, most beautiful form of love. -Robert Muller
If you don't learn to forgive, anger will enslave you and lead you to hatred. -PuiShan
So you wanna hate or love?

You din just taught me how to love. You taught me how to hate too. Or was it me myself who taught myself to hate. Haha..
It was my first. To ever hate anybody. You know i never anybody. But this person is no anybody, is my somebody. Someone i love.
You ask, "how can you hate and love me at the same time?" i dono how to answer you. Cos i don understand also. But i noe i only hate you when you hurt me, hate you only when i say it, i hate you. Yes, maybe part of it was jealousy. You're just too perfect for me.
But Love, i don hate you anymore.

I've found out why my ex gave up on me. And it's the same reason you gave up on me.
Cos i merajuk. Or in another name, i din learn to forgive. He hurt me. He said sorry. But he did it again and again. So at last i learn not to forgive him so easily. I thought if i did he'll do it again next time. Days past, he came and said sorry for too many times but i had learn not to forgive. I acted like a princess. He came and comfort me and talk to me nicely. I din bother to care. Then, he gave up.
DejaVu. It's happenin again now. Same thing. Over again. Haha.. I wish i could laugh at my mistake. But you were more patient than him. I thank you for that.
It's useless for me to say this now but you din know this. There's no point of me getting angry at you cos it doesn't last. Sorry i acted as if i'm still angry. Sorry i lied to you that i'm angry. Sorry.

Am i stupid writing all these on the blog when i din even noe whether do you visit my blog or not. Do you even know i have a blog?

Please. You can hate me but don't forget me.

Why do ppl ask "how many ex you have"? Why are they so proud of having so many ex?
It actually means how many times had you fail in love.
Why don't people ask how many ex best friend you have?
Haha.. sorry today is an emo post.
It's fun to loose a bf and a bf at the same time huh?
Yea. It's boyfriend and best friend.

Are you happy today? :)

Have you found someone to replace me?