I have my sweetest birthday this year

Sweet sixteen. It's true indeed.

Visited Maplesea.com. I really miss maple a lot but I don't have the game now and since there's no more you, it's meaningless to maple.

I found these while reading people's blog. If you're wondering what am I doing these days, I read blogs most of the time. I haven't turn on the radio for a month or read any book after 4 Twilight Saga and 2 book of Darren Shan's latest. I did nothing this month -.- guess i'll be the most stupid one when school reopens. ha.ha.

Who does this looks like? Reminds me of someone xD

Told you not to berlaku curang.


Laugh please.

Are you happy today? ;-]
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Sorry.
and
thank you.
That's all I can say.. I know it's not enough.

不小心当泪滑过嘴角
我用你握过的手抹掉..

Spending New Year's Eve, Coundown without You

This morning, after a swim in Saujana, went back to Damansara school with my bro to check his transferring from Bu2 to Bu4. Saw 胡老师 and my mom chat with her a little while(they were classmates). So mom said want to give her a diary then 老师 started complaining to her saying after my graduation she recieved none from either my bro or sis which is still in Damansara school and complained I didn't bother her, busy modeling for pictures and none of us belanja her during the 6u's Reunion =.=


We went to Bu4 later to get forms and send in his UPSR results. Look at our rules. I didn't know we can tie with purple bands. lols.. and I get a closer, more detail at our class name list. I think 5 Teratai next year will be very noisy >. it's really ridiculous messing up the classes.

Sorry. Actually, you don't need to waste time reading my nonsense. uh.. and please tell me if there's mistake with my Enggrish.

Holiday is going to end soon. I didn't do 3 things. Take life saving and guitar lesson and study. Tell me I'm not the only one who didn't study during holiday :( My mom bought me a secondhand guitar from her friend's son but I told her to return it because I don't like the sound of it(it's an electric guitar larr). The thing is.. my bro then say he got no interest in guitar but drums(the guitar was suppose to be his) so.. bye guitar..

Car Yi said, "Next year is the last year. Treasure the memories" I wish I can :]

I wanna watch Australia and Disney's Bedtime Stories!

Hey, read the orange part in this post.

People out there, if you know anyone who feels like killing somebody or know any murderer, please help me tell them, they can kill me. I'll leave a letter for my parents and police to tell them it's my will.


Maybe I should use more Johnson's Baby Shampoo.

Are you happy today? (=
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help me.. somebody

you're beautiful, it's true

Tagged by Yin and Wenyi :3

Rules & Regulations:*
Do not copy answers*
The tag questions must be 100% the same.
Tag people after doing tag.
No tagging back. :B

I tag ...
1/6 Car
2/7 Pei Neee
3/8 Mel
4/9 Shoe
5/10 Soo Yin

How you know 1?
classmate.

What would you do if you never meet 2?
how would I know. Life would be different of course.

What would you do if 3&4 dated you?
LoReallyL =.="

Do you think 7 is attractive?
Uhuh. She's just too tall for me xD jkjk.

Do you know anything about 8’s family?
Er.. not really. She has a younger sister.

What language does 2 speaks?
Chinese. English. Malay.

Who is 3 going out with?
I don't know.

How old is 4?
sama sama.

When was the last time you talked to 5?
before school holidays.

Who is 6's favourite singer?
~~Xiah~~

Would you date number 7?
what kind of nonsense is this.

What is number 9 last name?
Shu Yee. larr..

Would you consider being in a relationship with 1?
I thought she's a girl o.O?

Which school does 2 go to?
SMK BUD (4)

p.s Southern China Airline no tv. Missed 14 hours of movies = 6 movies. Ishh!

mm.. he is.

Are you happy today? =>
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i want to be your friend, for FOREVER

I hate love but I can't stop loving.
Why is everyone feeling so depress or is it just me.

I'm back and I miss Malaysia a lot. I mean and the people here.
I'm not holding the camera now so I'll update about the trip some other time.

Firstly, I went back to school today. Rain came pouring down at 4.50p.m., school was empty. Last year's 27 of October was like that too. Cloudy dark sky with rain. School was almost empty too. You don't need to listen to me talk nonsense. Well, to check my class of course. In Teratai. Unexpected. I'm happy yet I'm not. Glad I'm still in the same class with few of my friends but not happy to be different with some. I know, sometimes change may not be a bad thing after all. Once someone told me living in this world means we have to accept changes whether it is good or bad. He's right. Sorry everyone, I'm being long winded again. Forgive me, I just need to talk. I'm afraid to see for what's coming next year. I don't know why. I'm not ready to see you again yet I miss you badly.

So I'm not happy for the TerataiS this year. They retake the exam and it is definitely more difficult. Unfair for them. None of my business actually :/ That's not the part. The streaming was kinda.. messy I think. It doesn't make sense at all. I don't think my result's better than Shoe's and I don't think I reached Mel's standard. Please, I'm not trying to be humble. How the hell I even get into the same class as her. By the way, Shing, it's our 11th year to be classmate and Mel, we're in the same class again after four years :)

Holiday = spend $
(further explanation next post)

Mm.. I was gone for 8 days. Spent 2 and a 1/2 days in Guang Zhou, visit my dad's friend before spending 5 and a 1/2 days in Beijing following tour. If you read Shing's blog, that's the place we went also. Follow tour ma -_-

Guang Zhou, mom's mom's hometown and dad's mom's hometown. Weather's cooling, around 27 to 12 degree celcius. Humidity's sama dengan Malaysia. Food was nice. Malaysia's best still.

Beijing's weather is DRY and cold. Humidity's ZERO and the temperature was around 4 to -8 degree celcius. Cold till so SYOK. We get to see the left over melted snow freeze on the ground but we didn't get to see it snowing :( It was snowing on 21st but I was still in Guang Zhou. Winter had arrive long ago in Beijing but because of the humidity's so low, it snow only once. Food in Beijing tastes like how everyone mentioned. Oily and salty but thanks to our tour guide, she informed the cook everytime before each meal. Fishes there are ikan air tawar not like Malaysia's ikan air masin so the fishes there have lotsa bones. Toilet wasn't like how everyone said. Doorless disgusting toilet. Nope. To welcome Beijing Olympic 2008, they improved a lot. Buildings in Beijing boleh dikatakan setaraf dengan Tokyo (from what I see). Toilet is still dirty but what do you expect from public toilet? Malaysia's public toilet not very clean also. Doors are built for toilets. Mmhmm. I don't need to pee with my naked butt facing outside accept for once.

I do not compare Malaysia with China because both have their good and bad points. Believe me, China's internet is so much faster than Malaysia's. They doesn't celebrate Christmas but they do decorate. Because earth is having weird terrible weather, we experienced turbulence for all 4 flights, from Malaysia to Guang Zhou, Guang Zhou to Beijing, Beijing to Guang Zhou and Guang Zhou to Malaysia. China is so big that distance from Malaysia to Guang Zhou is equivalent to Guang Zhou to Beijng. Both flight took 3 and a 1/2 hours.

8 days in China, I saw only a cat, in Guang Zhou. Dogs, tons. No stray dogs. Dogs in Beijing lives a better life than Malaysian dogs because they're all given clothes to wear and because all citizen are allow to have only one child, they adopt dogs. Furthermore, dogs are allow everywhere for you know why Malaysian dogs aren't. Here's the point. I don't think eating dogs are cruel. You see, Chinese eat dogs. To keep themself warm in winter but they only eat stray dogs. Isn't it better to make use of the stray dogs to keep human warm than leaving them get wacked and infected on the streets? Years ago, when donating organs was introduced, human think it's cruel getting one's organ out disturbing one soul's peace but now what do we think about it.

Are you happy today? c=

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why does my heart still ache
soothe the pain
you might as well
just kill me
I'm so tired of living

no honey for me this time

My throat~~ help @.@
Went to Dr. yesterday. Was having fever. Feeling better today.

Here are the recipes as promised.

Oreo Cheesecake/Cappuccino Cheesecake

Chilled, non-baking Oreo Cheesecake for those who have problem with their oven like me.
Right-click the pic to open in new tab for printing.

For normal cheesecake, use crushed digestive biscuit for based. For Oreo Cheesecake, remember licking out all the cream. Do not use the cream together. For Chilled Oreo Cheesecake, sponge cake for base are optional. Happy Baking! ^^

I'll be leaving M'sia at 8.20 tomorrow morning, so I'll be at airport around 6 something -__- why am I even writing this here.

I know it's early but this may be my last post before Christmas. So..
Have a Merry Christmas everyone!
Enjoy your last bit of Holiday
and Happy New Year!
May God bless you all.

Here's something sentimental.
Time's like accelerating, every year's getting shorter and shorter.
Another year is going to end soon.
I hereby thank you everyone.
Yes. I mean everyone, thank you for being here for me the whole year. Each of you make a difference in my life and I want you all to know that I appreciate you guys.

I sound so.. I dono. Sorry la.

Are you happy today? :]

미안하다, 사랑한다

Don't miss me x)
I'll be back on 28th.

我害怕你心碎没人帮你擦眼泪

I'm coughing 0.0?!
NOOOOOO000000ooooooooooo......I.can't.

Came back from Shu's house to try on her boots. Thought if I could fit in then can borrow from her and wear to Beijing but her leg is so small =__= what was I thinking.
Anyway, after gathering yesterday mommy and I went for a little winter shopping to buy dad's long john, a few pair of wool socks and my boots.

Pause!!
Take a look at this.

hahaha.. my house's capsicum. Malnutrition. So cute.

and I forget about last week's Biathlon. Here's some pics ;-)

Friends on land; competitors in water.

Mommy and I.

Make a guess. 1st or 2nd runner up?

6U Together Again yesterday was just great. Guess everyone felt the same. Everybody was nervous at first. Happy when we met at the end. I'm glad everyone enjoyed themselves. Check out Serena's blog to find out more :B but here I have something everybody doesn't have.

That's the total we spent. Not much le.. about 30 classmates and a teacher came and only.. 8 of us ordered food. Know what, the resit's 42.7cm long. I measured with ruler.

I'm ready for Beijing!

Are you happy today? =D

미안하다, 사랑한다

p.s. I talked as less as possible.
Fu*k blogger. I wrote this post with lesser feeling cause it's a rewrite post. I post it for the first time and only a quarter came out.

let it be..let it be

Busy day.. Exhausted.
I'm not going to talk about the reunion today ;p *blek*
I didn't bring camera so I have to wait for the others to upload the pics on Friendster and Facebook. Quess Mel and others will update about the reunion tomorrow too.

The day before yesterday, I went for a swimmer gathering. Precisely, a retired-swimmers gathering. Swimmers who swam half way and gave up, like me are retired swimmers.
Well, we met at Times Square at 10am and went home about 5 and 6. We were standing outside the cinema discussing what movie to watch for like an hour. Tiring.. Some wanted to watch The Day the Earth Stood Still about some damn alien taking over the world or what, while some wanted to watch Transporter 3 which is 18SG. That's not the problem. I don't think I even look like 18 or 20. At last, we decided to watch -.- Bolt.
After movie, we ate lunch at Gasoline and it took us 2 hours to just talk nonsense, about the old times I mean(I felt so old). Later at 3 something we went Neway for Karaoke! :D

cute ^^

Yesterday was a longer day. I went to cousin's house from 9 to 9. Learn to bake Cappuccino Cheesecake (i'll find a way to put up the recipe for Cappuccino and Oreo Cheesecake) and sausage bun. After lunch we watched 27 dresses and spent the whole afternoon playing Wii Sports. You know, you have to hold the remote shown at the picture below and stand in front of the TV with the sensor. I was the noob laughing there cause it's the first time I see that(i mean not on newspaper or TV). It's friggin' funny looking at the 2 freak moving in front of the screen like some weirdo xD hahahahahahaha...

with a story plot like The Accidental Husband.
James Marsden is soooooooo cuute.

I'm having sorethroat~~ x.X

Are you happy today? 8-]
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It's painful again. Always been.

Opps. Sorry. I forget to reopen my blog permission after doing some changes.


You saw that, didn't you? When did it came into the store?! I was so into Twilight that I almost forget about it. Death's Shadow has 20% rebate for Pop Club members and Wolf Island's the last book when I was buying it in Ikano's Popular last night.

Are you happy today? =]
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I'm bringing scarf to Beijing

Seems like everyone's been blogging much lately :D
Interesting holiday.

I'll show you what I did.

Thursday


I can't believe I cut my fringe. My sis says it's ugly. Bro says me don't like me. Lil sis says I look like a Barbie doll.

Yesterday




I know, my toe nail and finger nail colour doesn't match.. Btw, can you see that snowflakes?? and that mistletoe should be coloured with darker green :(

Are you happy today? :)
미안하다, 사랑한다

See the moon?
It's 7th month.
She said her first word.

all I want for Christmas is you. to be happy

Everything about Christmas is just so very beautiful.
Can't help feeling happy.
Looking at the deco makes me happy.
Hearing the carols makes me happy.
The colours, the singing, the joy! in the air.
Gee.. I love Christmas.
Let's celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ, Our Saviour! :D

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Movies movies on the screen,
they just can't stop playing.

So I've been watching movies again today. Make It Happen, Barbie in a Christmas Carol and Another Cinderella Story. All nice.

Make It Happen, from the same writer of Step Up and Save The Last Dance. Storyline: ok. Dance moves: Just Nice. If you're looking for the best dance moves movies watch Step Up 2. Not this.


Another Cinderella Story, another fairy tale. Another almost Cinderella storyline. About dancing too but more on romance.


I never miss Barbie movies. All Barbie movies are nice. So does this one, Barbie in a Christmas Carol. Meaningful.


I went for medical check up this morning. Just a full blood test k? A full medical check up cost 1000+ You know, I look at the syringe. Looking at my own blood filling up the syringe O.O Horror

More movies to come ^^

Are you happy today? =D
미안하다, 사랑한다

a girl can dream

I'm going China for 8 days.. not 5 =.= 21st to 28th. 3 days in Guang Zhou to visit My dad's friend and 5 days in Beijing following tour. This is bad.. bad. I'm a home-sweet-home kinda person. Don't know since when. No you for 8 days is just terrible. I am definitely bringing Doggie or I'll drown myself in the sea (pointless: how can I get drown when I can swim). Dad and mom is bringing their laptop but I won't take the risk to log in blogger incase they found out. So I guess I won't be blogging by then.


Yesterday, Me, bro and sis went GSC to watch Wild Child while mom do her shopping. It's.. moderate? Quite nice actually. Worth you wacthing ;) We were suppose to watch 3D Bolt but my cousin says it's not nice and just a waste of money to watch 3D so we're buying the DVD instead -.- It's a headache taking care of the over-grown-size younger brother and a snake-like sister who keep running out of my sight. We have Tea at Kluang Station with mom after the movie around 3 then went to check out the winter clothings in Ou.. and a thunder strike. Precisely, I bumped into my ex in F.O.S. We din't talk much. Our parents do the talking only (they knew each other). Bloody! I haven't been blushing for I don't remember when's the last time I blush. I prayed that none of them notice. That was so.. hot. Seriously, like they turn off the air-cond and something burning inside me. We ate Baskin Robbins after that. It's the forth time in this month. My mom love BR. Do Not Eat Cherry Good Cheesecake. Tastes like medicine. Just so horrible. I regret for not tasting it first.

Hahahahahahha. Free from Japanese at last. Exam and classes is over. No more 日本語.
and.. Nooooooooooooooo!! Dad wants me to consider about retaking the class in school next year! I rather bang my head against the wall.

Are you happy today? ^^
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What've you been doing lately? It drives me crazy.

I want a Volvo too

My toe! is fucking bleeding! Ouch! My toe got stuck under the rolling chair's roller and I have to pull it out. Sounds gross right? Lucky I didn't cut off my toe. I forget to lift up my leg when rolling to another side(away from my comp) =.= well, I'm not stupid. My eyes was stuck on the comp screen too know.

Got lots to say but I'm not straining myself after abusing my own toe.
Tomorrow will be a long post. I guess ;]
Night. Sleep tight and cover blankie tight don't let mosquito bite :/

Are you happy today? <3
미안하다, 사랑한다

It's cold today. Take Care.

insomnia

>___< sleeping problems!

I am doomed.
Bad News:

• I'm turning 17 next year! So fast. So old~~~
• The exam is tomorrow. Just a day left for me to start studying.

Good News:

• After this.... I'm going to re-read the 4 Twilight Saga.

*evil laugh* har har har..

Are you happy today? ;-)
미안하다, 사랑한다

you can give up on hopes
but remember hopes never give up on you
it's always there waiting for you to turn around
-I should stop talking like a pastor-

distract me

You know why I'm so excited about Penelope. It's because it's another production of Summit Entertainment. Haha x) like Twilight. Still not over it yet and I won't. I'm waiting for the next movie! New Moon! Click here and here, you'll watch a fan made New Moon trailer. Non-readers please don't watch. Combination of this 2 trailer will be a spoiler for New Moon. Uh.. and i wonder how are they going to make Breaking Dawn the movie. You(readers) know what I'm talking about and who'll be the cute and beautiful little R? Aww.. So are they gonna cut the parts too or put it to 18xx? Nobody knows and who cares X) when Breaking Dawn is out we'll be 19 already! Legal to watch it then.

Look at this picture. Not all will understand ;p


So I've watched The Accidental Husband and.. it's sss-weet. Really :D
but Made of Honour is still the best^^


and watched Open Season 2 just now. Open Season is better but if you compare to Madagascar 2.. Mad 2 is still the cutest.



As I've said, I'd watched 5 movies during the first week of school holiday and I didn't talk much about it. Now just let me run over it.. I've got nothing better to do now than talking about movies. So forgive me.

First of all, Step Up 2 was great. Better than Stomp The Yard. S.T.P was bored. You can't compare this movie with Step up because S.U's story line is good while S.U 2's dance moves..just good. Yup =.=


Second, August Rush. This will be bored for you if you doesn't like music. You have to be a music-lover person to enjoy this movie, like me, know? heh xD


Third, Money Not Enough 2 is nice. I don't know what to say about this movie. Watch it and you'll learn something from it :] wait. just one problem. This movie speaks Hokkien. So I watched with the subtitle of course.


Forth, Mamma Mia. Don't need further explaination as everyone knows about it.

At last, Meet Dave. It's hilarious! Watch this if you need a laugh. No, I mean many laughs. You'll laugh your guts out.


Kesimpulannya, here's a watch-this list from me.(so kind of me, right? You're most welcome^^) Go grab these movies and watch if you had nothing to do.

• 21
• Penelope
• Madagascar 2
• New Moon (lend it to me if you have. The Movie~~)
• The Accidental Husband
• Step Up 2
• August Rush
• Meet Dave
• Money Not Enough 2

Are you happy today? 8)
미안하다, 사랑한다

It hurts me more every time you lie.

Know what, don't ever say you got nothing. Don't ever think about killing yourself for that. Because if you do, you're one who doesn't appreciate what you have. Father knows what we need and He always gives us more than enough. So be thankful.
Come on..Smile ^^

unconditionally and irrevocably..

Grilling Honey Chicken for today's dinner =)
Just watch 21 and Penelope.


21 is nice. Nice to see them making out by the window with the curtains open =___="

Penelope is nice too :] Romance. Another fairy tale story. I find it better than Enchanted.

Off I go watch The Accidental Husband now. Will tell you later whether it's nice or not ^^

Are you happy today? :B
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this love bug again ..

Now:

- Shan just came home from The Curve after Body Step class and dinner.
- Shan likes to drink green tea. Cups after cuppa tea.
- Shan likes to read newspaper.
- Shan watches Astro everyday turning into a couch potatoe.
- Shan likes to lie on the bed staring blankly on the blank ceiling.
- Shan likes standing under the shower head for hours.
- Shan haven't start studying for coming Sunday's International Japanese Examination.
- Shan's going to DUMC's Heartbeat Christmas Concert this Friday night.
- Shan's starting her first Undang lesson on the coming Sunday.
- Shan and family spending their first white Christmas in Beijing from 21st Dec to 25 Dec.
- Shan misses school very much.
- Shan misses you too. Badly.

Are you happy today? =3
미안하다, 사랑한다

you.. don't want me?

I promise that this will be the last time you’ll see me. I won’t come back. I won’t put you through anything like this again. You can go on with your life without any more interference from me. It will be as if I’d never existed.
Edward Cullen, New Moon, Chapter 3, pg.71

The waves of pain that had only lapped at me before now reared high up and washed over my head, pulling me under. I did not resurface.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 3, pg.84

Forbidden to remember, terrified to forget; it was a hard line to walk.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 4, pg.117

I wished I could feel numb again, but I couldn’t remember how I’d managed it before.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 5, pg.123

your heartbeats were my lullaby

Went back to my mom's hometown yesterday in the afternoon to attend my mom's cousin's wedding which started at 5. So we came home around 11 at night.
I borrowed my friend from her mother for yesterday and today. Well.. my mom doesn't mind my friend coming over to our house and have a sleepover when my dad's not around. As long as she knows her parents and her parents gave her permission. It's a last minute decision. She followed us home after my training session in the morning so she doesn't have anything with her. She wears mine use mine, everything mine.
We slept around 4 in the morning. We did nothing k? =.= talk about her secrets until 1 in the morning then we both fell asleep. Woke up at 230 again because I can't sleep, having a miniature Edward Cullen in my room sucking my blood. F.y.i, I live in condo so it's unusual to find a mosquito in my room. I think it hid my hair and followed me up the escalator. I end up teaching her add maths and doing her crossword puzzle but we talk more because she just came back from Johor Sports School, it's been month we haven't talk and see each other.
Anyway, today I bring her to Fitness in The Curve. Let her in using my mom's card and head for body attack class. Ate lunch after that we watched Madagascar 2. Then sent her home around 330. Btw, Madagascar 2 is really cute and funny.

A picture of us :]
Singing exercised my cheeks.

and the paddy fields.
While we're driving north back to Sekinchan, we passed by many Sime Darby signs. Bukit Jelutong, Sime Darby Property. Sime Darby Plantation. Sime Darby Adver. Reminds me of Paws, Paws, Paws. Soon enough, all animals in Paws will be put to sleep. Paws will close down when it's time for Sime Darby to take back their land. If they're so rich and owned so many lands, then what do that small land of Paws means to them?

Are you happy today? =)
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Your hair looks like haystack.. But I like it.

Twilight:-
the soft glowing light from the sky when the sun is below the horizon, caused by reflection of the sun's rays from the atmosphere. The period of the evening during which this takes place, between daylight and darkness. A period or state of obscurity, ambiguity or gradual decline.

New Moon:-
the phase of the moon when it first appears as a slender crescent, shortly after its conjunction with the sun, when it is not visible from the earth.

Eclipse:-
an obscuring of the light from one celestial body by the passage of another between it and the observer or between it and its source of illumination.