Twilight:-
the soft glowing light from the sky when the sun is below the horizon, caused by reflection of the sun's rays from the atmosphere. The period of the evening during which this takes place, between daylight and darkness. A period or state of obscurity, ambiguity or gradual decline.
New Moon:-
the phase of the moon when it first appears as a slender crescent, shortly after its conjunction with the sun, when it is not visible from the earth.
Eclipse:-
an obscuring of the light from one celestial body by the passage of another between it and the observer or between it and its source of illumination.
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Do I dazzle you?
Just woke up from nap.
Slept from don't know what time. 2?
I did nothing today.
Morning karate, then cycle to bring a packet of yeast to aunt's house(she wants some). Eat. Shower then sleep. Just meaningless.
How much i wished.. I could just sleep and never wake up.
I felt better today. Always wake up with different moods. It's driving me crazy.
We're going back to my mom's hometown tomorrow, Sekinchan while my dad's flying to Jakarta for business. They have the biggest paddy field there in Selangor. My dad don't have a hometown. Just here larr beause my nenek moyang came to Klang for bijih timah when they first landed in Malaysia.
I have no plan for today. Going out for dinner later.
Maybe next week hang out with Soo Mei and Chiun Wei again to watch Bolt and Madagascar 2.
Are you happy today? :]
미안하다, 사랑한다
Do you remember telling me you're going to skin me alive if I get D or fail for any of my subject? I listened to you and get many A's. You're not proud of me?
Slept from don't know what time. 2?
I did nothing today.
Morning karate, then cycle to bring a packet of yeast to aunt's house(she wants some). Eat. Shower then sleep. Just meaningless.
How much i wished.. I could just sleep and never wake up.
I felt better today. Always wake up with different moods. It's driving me crazy.
We're going back to my mom's hometown tomorrow, Sekinchan while my dad's flying to Jakarta for business. They have the biggest paddy field there in Selangor. My dad don't have a hometown. Just here larr beause my nenek moyang came to Klang for bijih timah when they first landed in Malaysia.
I have no plan for today. Going out for dinner later.
Maybe next week hang out with Soo Mei and Chiun Wei again to watch Bolt and Madagascar 2.
Are you happy today? :]
미안하다, 사랑한다
Do you remember telling me you're going to skin me alive if I get D or fail for any of my subject? I listened to you and get many A's. You're not proud of me?
Friday, November 28, 2008
You are exactly my brand of heroin
This is going to be an emo post. If you don't like to hear these. Get out off here before I start shouting fuck off. Sorry.
Today was ok and is still ok. It turned out I can't be as happy as i thought I could be today. When today came, I found out that Twilight was all along distracting me from thinking about you. Remember me mentioning about being sad after finishing the 4th Twilight Saga? Now I know why. Because it'll be a hard time again till I can find something that could distract. Tambahan lagi, Twilight the Movie ended today too. All expectations ended today. I couldn't rekindle the lighted splinter anymore no matter how much volume of oxygen I fill the gas jar with. Holiday felt meaningless suddenly somehow. Nobody sees how I cried and screamed in the inside. Nobody sees how much I pretended to be a happy me. How many times have I repeat these lines. Sometimes today, just that second I thought someone heard my faked laughter.
You must think how can one be so hyper yesterday and so down today. Yes, i've been suffering bipolar and I would jump of my from my condo's balcony anytime I want and dare me to do it. But you know what's stopping me? God, our Father, oh Lord. He says it's a sin to not appreciate life and I don't want to go to hell :) I'll go on with life, climbing up that cliff breathing so heavily. But I still believe. Beyond that cliff, I'll see rainbows. I'll see whatever beauty that awaits me there. I'm still struggling yet believing someday.. I'll see that. I will.
These words are mostly nonsense from my brains. I do not wish to ruin anybody's day. So don't read if I'm making you upset with my words.
Yea. Let me quote something from the book at last. Would you be happier? If I'm making a decision and telling you, "it will be as if I never existed". Tell me. What can I do and what do I have(need) to do to make you happy. But if you're going to say this to me. "it will be as if I never existed". I can't do it because you're the last person I'll forget in this world. I mean it and will you say, "if you stay, I don't need heaven." Will you? I don't think so. Not even in my dreams.
Now let me quote something from May's blog.
remember this from the book?
and so the lion fell in love with the lamb.
what a stupid lamb.
what a sick, masochistic lion.
u know that part? the whole damn cinema laughed when they said it.
wasnt it supposed to be some kind of "awwwwww my heart just melted" part!?
Yup. I was like what's wrong with these people. Am I in Malaysia?? Wondering why are these people so outdated, why did they missed the book. and then now find the movie awesome.
Well.. and they cut the on-the-bed kissing scene too. You know, I think it's a waste of money to watch it in the cinema but Chiun Wei says it's nice and Soo Mei is happy today altho she complained a lot too after the movie. So I have nothing more to ask for.
Conclusion is, it's a huge expected disappointment for me because movies based on books usually are a piece of shit like Harry Potter but Twilight was okay. Maybe I've expected it to be shit or just some actor actually fits the character. Robert Pattinson looks just perfect at a few angle but he seriously need a comb in the movie and shave in real life. The glittering part of Edward in the meadow? is disgusting. I imagined him to be shining like an angel. Not glittering like diamonds. I almost LOL. Kristen Stewart? As beautiful and plain as ever and others.. everyone actually fits the character. They cut and edited more than a quarter of the book. Do you know the feeling of 2 movies playing at the same time expecting both to be almost alike, you repeating the lines in your head knowing each word and suddenly someone switch your channel and the line, the scenery changed. How frustrating it could be. Anyway, the movie is nice in its own way. Worth you watching but not in the cinema with the girls giggling ruining the romantic and sweet kinda atmosphere. I did too actually. A little when Edward first shown on the screen. Then I laugh more(quietly) seeing his facial expression like having some pain in the ass. This movie is more like a comedy to me. Seeing the actors on stage acting wrongly makes you laugh isn't it?
Erm, you might want to forget about the book while you're watching the movie. That's what i've been trying to do in the cinema for that past 2 hours. Enjoy and it'll be nice. In its own way. Then read Twilight if you haven't. It's best reading it.
Sorry. I know I talk a lot. Or should I say babble.
Are you happy today? :)
미안하다, 사랑한다
Today was ok and is still ok. It turned out I can't be as happy as i thought I could be today. When today came, I found out that Twilight was all along distracting me from thinking about you. Remember me mentioning about being sad after finishing the 4th Twilight Saga? Now I know why. Because it'll be a hard time again till I can find something that could distract. Tambahan lagi, Twilight the Movie ended today too. All expectations ended today. I couldn't rekindle the lighted splinter anymore no matter how much volume of oxygen I fill the gas jar with. Holiday felt meaningless suddenly somehow. Nobody sees how I cried and screamed in the inside. Nobody sees how much I pretended to be a happy me. How many times have I repeat these lines. Sometimes today, just that second I thought someone heard my faked laughter.
You must think how can one be so hyper yesterday and so down today. Yes, i've been suffering bipolar and I would jump of my from my condo's balcony anytime I want and dare me to do it. But you know what's stopping me? God, our Father, oh Lord. He says it's a sin to not appreciate life and I don't want to go to hell :) I'll go on with life, climbing up that cliff breathing so heavily. But I still believe. Beyond that cliff, I'll see rainbows. I'll see whatever beauty that awaits me there. I'm still struggling yet believing someday.. I'll see that. I will.
These words are mostly nonsense from my brains. I do not wish to ruin anybody's day. So don't read if I'm making you upset with my words.
Yea. Let me quote something from the book at last. Would you be happier? If I'm making a decision and telling you, "it will be as if I never existed". Tell me. What can I do and what do I have(need) to do to make you happy. But if you're going to say this to me. "it will be as if I never existed". I can't do it because you're the last person I'll forget in this world. I mean it and will you say, "if you stay, I don't need heaven." Will you? I don't think so. Not even in my dreams.
Now let me quote something from May's blog.
remember this from the book?
and so the lion fell in love with the lamb.
what a stupid lamb.
what a sick, masochistic lion.
u know that part? the whole damn cinema laughed when they said it.
wasnt it supposed to be some kind of "awwwwww my heart just melted" part!?
Yup. I was like what's wrong with these people. Am I in Malaysia?? Wondering why are these people so outdated, why did they missed the book. and then now find the movie awesome.
Well.. and they cut the on-the-bed kissing scene too. You know, I think it's a waste of money to watch it in the cinema but Chiun Wei says it's nice and Soo Mei is happy today altho she complained a lot too after the movie. So I have nothing more to ask for.
Conclusion is, it's a huge expected disappointment for me because movies based on books usually are a piece of shit like Harry Potter but Twilight was okay. Maybe I've expected it to be shit or just some actor actually fits the character. Robert Pattinson looks just perfect at a few angle but he seriously need a comb in the movie and shave in real life. The glittering part of Edward in the meadow? is disgusting. I imagined him to be shining like an angel. Not glittering like diamonds. I almost LOL. Kristen Stewart? As beautiful and plain as ever and others.. everyone actually fits the character. They cut and edited more than a quarter of the book. Do you know the feeling of 2 movies playing at the same time expecting both to be almost alike, you repeating the lines in your head knowing each word and suddenly someone switch your channel and the line, the scenery changed. How frustrating it could be. Anyway, the movie is nice in its own way. Worth you watching but not in the cinema with the girls giggling ruining the romantic and sweet kinda atmosphere. I did too actually. A little when Edward first shown on the screen. Then I laugh more(quietly) seeing his facial expression like having some pain in the ass. This movie is more like a comedy to me. Seeing the actors on stage acting wrongly makes you laugh isn't it?
Erm, you might want to forget about the book while you're watching the movie. That's what i've been trying to do in the cinema for that past 2 hours. Enjoy and it'll be nice. In its own way. Then read Twilight if you haven't. It's best reading it.
Sorry. I know I talk a lot. Or should I say babble.
Are you happy today? :)
미안하다, 사랑한다
Thursday, November 27, 2008
THE BELL
I KNOW WHO I AM
I am God's child (John 1:12)
I am Christ's friend (John 15:15 )
I am united with the Lord(1 Cor. 6:17 )
I am bought with a price(1 Cor. 6:19-20)
I am a saint (set apart for God). (Eph. 1:1)
I am a personal witness of Christ. (Acts 1:8)
I am the salt & light of the earth ( Matt.5:13-14)
I am a member of the body of Christ(1 Cor 12:27)
I am free forever from condemnation ( Rom. 8: 1-2)
I am a citizen of Heaven. I am significant ( Phil.3:20)
I am free from any charge against me (Rom. 8:31 -34)
I am a minister of reconciliation for God(2 Cor.5:17-21)
I have access to God through the Holy Spirit (Eph. 2:18)
I am seated with Christ in the heavenly realms (Eph. 2:6)
I cannot be separated from the love of God( Rom.8:35-39)
I am established, anointed, sealed by God (2 Cor.1:21-22)
I am assured all things work together for good (Rom. 8: 28)
I have been chosen and appointed to bear fruit (John 15:16 )
I may approach God with freedom and confidence (Eph. 3: 12 )
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me (Phil. 4:13)
I am the branch of the true vine, a channel of His life (John 15: 1-5)
I am God's temple (1 Cor. 3: 16 ). I am complete in Christ (Col. 2: 10)
I am hidden with Christ in God (Col. 3:3). I have been justified (Romans 5:1)
I am God's co-worker (1 Cor.. 3:9; 2 Cor 6:1). I am God's workmanship(Eph. 2:10 )
I am confident that the good works God has begun in me will be perfected. (Phil 1: 5)
Do you know
who you are!?
I KNOW WHO I AM
I am God's child (John 1:12)
I am Christ's friend (John 15:15 )
I am united with the Lord(1 Cor. 6:17 )
I am bought with a price(1 Cor. 6:19-20)
I am a saint (set apart for God). (Eph. 1:1)
I am a personal witness of Christ. (Acts 1:8)
I am the salt & light of the earth ( Matt.5:13-14)
I am a member of the body of Christ(1 Cor 12:27)
I am free forever from condemnation ( Rom. 8: 1-2)
I am a citizen of Heaven. I am significant ( Phil.3:20)
I am free from any charge against me (Rom. 8:31 -34)
I am a minister of reconciliation for God(2 Cor.5:17-21)
I have access to God through the Holy Spirit (Eph. 2:18)
I am seated with Christ in the heavenly realms (Eph. 2:6)
I cannot be separated from the love of God( Rom.8:35-39)
I am established, anointed, sealed by God (2 Cor.1:21-22)
I am assured all things work together for good (Rom. 8: 28)
I have been chosen and appointed to bear fruit (John 15:16 )
I may approach God with freedom and confidence (Eph. 3: 12 )
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me (Phil. 4:13)
I am the branch of the true vine, a channel of His life (John 15: 1-5)
I am God's temple (1 Cor. 3: 16 ). I am complete in Christ (Col. 2: 10)
I am hidden with Christ in God (Col. 3:3). I have been justified (Romans 5:1)
I am God's co-worker (1 Cor.. 3:9; 2 Cor 6:1). I am God's workmanship(Eph. 2:10 )
I am confident that the good works God has begun in me will be perfected. (Phil 1: 5)
I have been redeemed and forgiven(Col.1:14).I have been adopted as God's child(Eph 1:5)
I belong to GodDo you know
who you are!?
I'm God's child.
why don't you guys copy this and paste it in your blog :]
it's something really beautiful and special that you'll want to share with others ^^
why don't you guys copy this and paste it in your blog :]
it's something really beautiful and special that you'll want to share with others ^^
and so the lion fell in love with the lamb..
will you fell in love with chocolate and end up not eating it? ^^
I can feel and taste the joy in the air!!
Cause everyone is so gay and excited that TWILIGHT is out!!!!!!! *SCREAMS*
Conversation with Bro yesterday when he's back.
bold - bro
italic - me
*swinging my twilight ticket in front of his face* I'm watching this Friday! and you're not! xD
so? so what huh? I'm watching this Saturday.
but is Saturday. not Friday. a day later. *shake bum*
at least i get to watch ;P
okay..
Today
Jie!! Ark!!!!!!!!! *running downstairs with his handphone still in his hand*
what? what happen?
2nd!! No!! My friend changed the date! We're watching on the 2nd of Dec!
So sad.. *sad face but laugh out really loud* hahahahaha!
Dear, my beloved
Yesterday's vocal was great!
After 2 class of intro stretching my voice box, testing how high I can sing, I learnt my first song. Caro Mio Ben by Tommaso Giordani. it's difficult. He expect me to sing like Cecilia Bartoli or he's trying to train me into Cecilia Bartoli II which isalmost impossible. I'm suppose to sing with ornament! (not your christmas ornament k? music ornament) a classical Soprano and a piece of music in the Baroque period. if you want to know how Caro Mio Ben sounds like, search in Youtube, sung by Cecilia Bartoli. Very beautiful.
Then we continue with 2 pop songs after that classical. I'll Be Home for Christmas and Can't Help Falling in Love in medium high. So my assignment is to train up my voice with this 3 songs and show him what I can do with my voice next week O.o
One more, he expect me to side read when I'm just grade 2 in piano =.=" how am I suppose to do that.
Whee! tomorrow will be the greatest day of my November. Yippee! Can't wait for Paws and Twilight! Hope nothing goes wrong :]
My dad's best friend(bestest friend) passed away in a car accident yesterday. Daddy's very sad. We saw him last Sunday, as healthy as a horse. who knows.. mm. May he rest in peace..
You know.. worst comes to worst. What if you and your best friend were having a cold fight and the next day her family call and inform you she pass away in car accident. No, not my dad and his best friend. I'm just saying what if. Unexpected things happen.
My brother's back from school graduation trip. Syoknya dia. Go to Singapore. My year go to Penang only. Atmosphere in the house was real peace few days ago. Now he can't stop boasting how much fun he had going to Singapore Zoo, Science Centre and Sentosa. Well.. it was quiet. I'm glad he's back :D
Are you happy today? C:
미안하다, 사랑한다
After 2 class of intro stretching my voice box, testing how high I can sing, I learnt my first song. Caro Mio Ben by Tommaso Giordani. it's difficult. He expect me to sing like Cecilia Bartoli or he's trying to train me into Cecilia Bartoli II which is
Then we continue with 2 pop songs after that classical. I'll Be Home for Christmas and Can't Help Falling in Love in medium high. So my assignment is to train up my voice with this 3 songs and show him what I can do with my voice next week O.o
One more, he expect me to side read when I'm just grade 2 in piano =.=" how am I suppose to do that.
Whee! tomorrow will be the greatest day of my November. Yippee! Can't wait for Paws and Twilight! Hope nothing goes wrong :]
My dad's best friend(bestest friend) passed away in a car accident yesterday. Daddy's very sad. We saw him last Sunday, as healthy as a horse. who knows.. mm. May he rest in peace..
You know.. worst comes to worst. What if you and your best friend were having a cold fight and the next day her family call and inform you she pass away in car accident. No, not my dad and his best friend. I'm just saying what if. Unexpected things happen.
My brother's back from school graduation trip. Syoknya dia. Go to Singapore. My year go to Penang only. Atmosphere in the house was real peace few days ago. Now he can't stop boasting how much fun he had going to Singapore Zoo, Science Centre and Sentosa. Well.. it was quiet. I'm glad he's back :D
Are you happy today? C:
미안하다, 사랑한다
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
a story of forbidden love?
Can you believe it?! I'm going to watch Twilight! O.OIt's not tomorrow but Friday is enough. And..
It's a date with Chiun Wei ^^ Aw.. so sweet. With Soo Mei too xD now that sounds pathetic right? because only 3 of us are going but who cares! Hahahahaha!
By. the. way, Twilight's fifth book is Midnight Sun =____= not the Official Guide. ha.ha.
and look at her, i wonder why was she so angry.
We're so cute, aren't we? I mean, look at everyone. Everyone is so happy. Had a little chat with Sze Yin yesterday. She said she loves this class and had so much fun that she wouldn't want to change class next year. Neither do Car Yi ;] and me. but not for some.This year ended too soon somehow. We'll be Form 5 next year. Then that's all for our Secondary school life. Life's too short :) Don't waste it and stop wasting time.
Are you happy today? ;D
미안하다, 사랑한다
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
How can I decide what's right When you're clouding up my mind
Decode.
Tagged by Corliss :)
Pass this quiz to 10 people.
1. CarYi
2. KhoyYan
3. PeiNee
4. ShuYee
5. SooYin
6. SzeYin
7. WenYi
8. KarMun
9. May
10. Melanie
Who is no.6 having relationship with?
She's a concentrate-on-studies type.
Is no. 9 a male or a female?
one lady.
If no. 7 and no. 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
haha?
What is no. 2 studying?
Same as me! :D
When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
Yesterday in tuition.
What genre of music does no.8 like?
Pop? R&B? hmm..any idea?
Would you ever woo no. 3?
What's woo nyway?
How about no. 7?
I told you i dono what's woo =_=
Is no.4 single?
Temporary. Am I right? x)
What is the surname of no.5?
Ooi!
What's the hobby of no. 10?
I think..she likes reading.
Does no.5 and no.9 get along well?
2 strangers.
Say something casual about no.1.
she's a nonsense. but she's smaarrt =B
Have you ever tried developing feelings for no.6?
Don't need to. She's nice.
Where does no.9 live?
sorry :/ i dono. TTDI?
What color does no.4 like?
I knew it! it's pink!^^
Are no. 5 and no. 1 best friends?
nope.
Is no. 7 the most talented person in the world?
well..She sings well!
done :]
okay.. can someone tell me whether is Prom night from Hell and The Host nice?
I'm not done yet. I wanna show some appreciation to someone.
Thank You
for working for us for 5 years.
I'll miss her =)
Are you happy today? :p
미안하다, 사랑한다
I dreamt about you again but no wet cheeks this time^^
Tagged by Corliss :)
Pass this quiz to 10 people.
1. CarYi
2. KhoyYan
3. PeiNee
4. ShuYee
5. SooYin
6. SzeYin
7. WenYi
8. KarMun
9. May
10. Melanie
Who is no.6 having relationship with?
She's a concentrate-on-studies type.
Is no. 9 a male or a female?
one lady.
If no. 7 and no. 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
haha?
What is no. 2 studying?
Same as me! :D
When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
Yesterday in tuition.
What genre of music does no.8 like?
Pop? R&B? hmm..any idea?
Would you ever woo no. 3?
What's woo nyway?
How about no. 7?
I told you i dono what's woo =_=
Is no.4 single?
Temporary. Am I right? x)
What is the surname of no.5?
Ooi!
What's the hobby of no. 10?
I think..she likes reading.
Does no.5 and no.9 get along well?
2 strangers.
Say something casual about no.1.
she's a nonsense. but she's smaarrt =B
Have you ever tried developing feelings for no.6?
Don't need to. She's nice.
Where does no.9 live?
sorry :/ i dono. TTDI?
What color does no.4 like?
I knew it! it's pink!^^
Are no. 5 and no. 1 best friends?
nope.
Is no. 7 the most talented person in the world?
well..She sings well!
done :]
okay.. can someone tell me whether is Prom night from Hell and The Host nice?
I'm not done yet. I wanna show some appreciation to someone.
Thank You
for working for us for 5 years.
She went home this morning and a new maid came in the afternoon to replace her.
Are you happy today? :p
미안하다, 사랑한다
I dreamt about you again but no wet cheeks this time^^
Monday, November 24, 2008
if i were a boy
Why is everyone so gloomy today?
or am I missing out something big?
Tell me! Tell me!
urgh. I gotscolded by some woman today. Shouted.
Can't blame her larr. Maybe that's her way of talking and I shouted at her too in return :D
Forgive her. I'm gonna be an angel.
So how about the others? Monday's blue? Everyone had been replying me with only yes and no today. All smilez :D
Oh! Yesterday I did Christmas clothes shopping. For myself duhh =.=
and i bought a... purple.. erm. I don't know what's it called. Sheer support? Pantyhose? hahaha x) can you imagine a panty with hose with water dashing out. Nvm.
It goes well with mini skirt, shorts and short dress know?
Believe me. Its nice.
So I went Fitness First again in the early evening just now. So far.. I like body jam most :D Body step and body combat quite..mm. what's the word for this. Not very interesting. because all you do is just step step and box box. but body jam is a dance-based workout. A fusion of different kind of dance with latest hitz.
Well.. I haven't say this out loud cause I don't think many read my blog. Anyway, in case some old classmate just happen to come across my blog.
or am I missing out something big?
Tell me! Tell me!
urgh. I got
Can't blame her larr. Maybe that's her way of talking and I shouted at her too in return :D
Forgive her. I'm gonna be an angel.
So how about the others? Monday's blue? Everyone had been replying me with only yes and no today. All smilez :D
Oh! Yesterday I did Christmas clothes shopping. For myself duhh =.=
and i bought a... purple.. erm. I don't know what's it called. Sheer support? Pantyhose? hahaha x) can you imagine a panty with hose with water dashing out. Nvm.
It goes well with mini skirt, shorts and short dress know?
Believe me. Its nice.
So I went Fitness First again in the early evening just now. So far.. I like body jam most :D Body step and body combat quite..mm. what's the word for this. Not very interesting. because all you do is just step step and box box. but body jam is a dance-based workout. A fusion of different kind of dance with latest hitz.
Well.. I haven't say this out loud cause I don't think many read my blog. Anyway, in case some old classmate just happen to come across my blog.
6U's Reunion
Date: 17th of December 2008
Time:
Time: 4.30pm
Venue: 1 Utama's Wong Kok Char Chan Teng
Theme: Purple (6 Ungu remember?)
Date: 17th of December 2008
Time:
FUCK! COCKROACH! HOLY COOOOOOOOOOOOW!!!
THAT'S WHY I DON'T LIKE TO BLOG SO LATE!!
COCKROACH STARTS CRAWLING OUT!
anyway.. Sorry. Sorry.
THAT'S WHY I DON'T LIKE TO BLOG SO LATE!!
COCKROACH STARTS CRAWLING OUT!
anyway.. Sorry. Sorry.
Time: 4.30pm
Venue: 1 Utama's Wong Kok Char Chan Teng
Theme: Purple (6 Ungu remember?)
So.. see you there! =D my old friends. with purple clothing.
Gosh. I'm feeling itchy everywhere now. Yuck.
Are you happy today? =3
미안하다, 사랑한다
Enjoy your holiday, love
Gosh. I'm feeling itchy everywhere now. Yuck.
Are you happy today? =3
미안하다, 사랑한다
Enjoy your holiday, love
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Walking hand in hand ..
I dreamt bout you again last night. Or more precise, this morning. And I woke up with tears on my cheek again cause I realised it's a dream. Urgh. What's wrong with me. I'm such a baby. Well.. I'm saying this now cause I know not many people read my blog and those who read my blog is closed enough to me to know that I'm a cow.
Are you happy today? :]
미안하다, 사랑한다
I really hope that I've made a right choice staying.
Are you happy today? :]
미안하다, 사랑한다
I really hope that I've made a right choice staying.
Friday, November 21, 2008
i don't miss you
complaints!
can Robert Pattinson like.. comb his hair and shave?
He looks more like werewolf here.
Actually. Doesn't matter if he din't.
Looks kinda.. sexy. Yea. Sexay.. aha xD
but when he smiles...
it's different.
Yeah.. look at him! look at him!!!!
lastly.. i still don't think he suits the character.
Edward Cullen is just too perfect :B
can Robert Pattinson like.. comb his hair and shave?
He looks more like werewolf here.
Actually. Doesn't matter if he din't.
Looks kinda.. sexy. Yea. Sexay.. aha xD
but when he smiles...
it's different.
Yeah.. look at him! look at him!!!!
lastly.. i still don't think he suits the character.
Edward Cullen is just too perfect :B
Don't go wasting your emotion
Isn't she pretty?I think she's a she because she's pretty.
If you think she's not. Then you can blame my 2 megapixel camera.
I'm so proud of my self x)
Look at him! How can one guy be soooooo cute and have such a nice voice.I've got over that Gong Yoo Korean guy. Define David Archuleta. My new obsession ^^
I've been watching Twilight trailer. Again and again.
Because.. I can't wait for the movie! Urg! Today is 21st only! Why is time passing so slowly? But if it's fast then I'll have lesser time to prepare for the Japaneses Exam. Argh.
I can even memorise it.
"you're impossibly fast, and strong.. there gotta be some answers.. What if I'm not a hero. What if I'm the bad guy.. your skin is pale white and ice cold, you don't go out in the sunlight.. Say it out loud, say it.. vampire. Are you afraid of me? No.. This isn't real.. it does in my world.. You don't know how long I've wait for you.. What's goin' on.. An animal. My family.. We're different from others around the time.. You brought a snack.. I rather die than stay away from you.. I'll do whatever it takes to make you save again.. You are my life now."
Gosh. Gosh. Must watch!
Are you happy today? =)
미안하다, 사랑한다
How's your holiday?
Thursday, November 20, 2008
'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
My Christmas Tree is up! ^^
Are you happy today?:B
미안하다, 사랑한다
The outside world holds no interest for me without you.
Are you happy today?:B
미안하다, 사랑한다
The outside world holds no interest for me without you.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
Will Juliet live happily ever after with Paris if Romeo never exist from the start? I guess she will but there'll always be a feeling of emptiness in her heart. I guess.
do you believe in fairy tale? :)
i do.
Are you happy today?^^
미안하다, 사랑한다
Oh. If you're angry with me cos of something that I think you're angry at me for. Then don. I don return you the book to hurt your feelings. You see, getting explanation from you is high on my list of priorities. You know I wanted to read that book more then any besides Twilight saga. Yet I need your explanation more. Not your apology. If that's what you think I want, that used to be what I want but it doesn't apply to my today anymore. Btw, you don't need to explain if you don wan. Leave it then. mm.. and i'll see i can borrow from who. Thx anyway. For thinking about lending me in the first place :]
do you believe in fairy tale? :)
i do.
Are you happy today?^^
미안하다, 사랑한다
Oh. If you're angry with me cos of something that I think you're angry at me for. Then don. I don return you the book to hurt your feelings. You see, getting explanation from you is high on my list of priorities. You know I wanted to read that book more then any besides Twilight saga. Yet I need your explanation more. Not your apology. If that's what you think I want, that used to be what I want but it doesn't apply to my today anymore. Btw, you don't need to explain if you don wan. Leave it then. mm.. and i'll see i can borrow from who. Thx anyway. For thinking about lending me in the first place :]
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
6 months and 8 days
last Wednesday is full moon. Did you notice that?
Sorry. it's been quite awhile i haven't blog. Unusual for me. but you don need to noe why.
It's holiday. well i haven't been doing much cause there's more to do. wateva i'm talking bout.
lets go thru the list again.
things to do during the holiday
Are you happy today?=>
미안하다, 사랑한다
It breaks my heart seeing you not smiling. Seeing you unhappy. Im used to your coldness. Doesn't shivered with it anymore. I noe why you treat me like that. It's ok. or that's my own excuse for you treating me like that so I can move on with my life everyday not to break down and pause again. Smile to others k? Laugh with others. If you don't feel like smiling to me. I just wanna see you happy.
Sorry. it's been quite awhile i haven't blog. Unusual for me. but you don need to noe why.
It's holiday. well i haven't been doing much cause there's more to do. wateva i'm talking bout.
lets go thru the list again.
things to do during the holiday
- aerobic classes in Fitness
- karate
- swimming
take up tennis
- ice skate
- korean dramas
- movies (eg.
Mamma Mia, HSM 3,Step Up 2, 27 dresses, Madagascar 2)
4 saga of Twilight, 6 books of shopaholic, Thanks for the Memories, Msg in a Bottle? , 2 books from Mitch Albom- piano
- vocal class
- master the bread maker
- Chem tuition
- BM tuition
- Physic tuition
- International Japanese Exam on 7th of Dec
JSKL fun Biathlon (400m swim + 3km run) on 1th of Nov- Chin Woo Biathlon on (800m swim + 7km run) 14th of Dec
Terry Fox Charity Run KL 5km on 2nd of Nov- miss you everyday
- Learning undang-undang for car
- taking life saving (going for bronze level)
- taking driving lesson (from daddy)
- Paws volunteery work on 28th Nov
- 6U's reunion on 17th Dec
Are you happy today?=>
미안하다, 사랑한다
It breaks my heart seeing you not smiling. Seeing you unhappy. Im used to your coldness. Doesn't shivered with it anymore. I noe why you treat me like that. It's ok. or that's my own excuse for you treating me like that so I can move on with my life everyday not to break down and pause again. Smile to others k? Laugh with others. If you don't feel like smiling to me. I just wanna see you happy.
Friday, November 7, 2008
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
a hug? just a hug can?
I'm really busy recently.
Watching the Korean drama and reading twilight. Need space for studies too.
Episode 11. Cheers :D
Are you happy today?
미안하다, 사랑한다
Stop sucking my soul and creeping back into my thoughts.
Watching the Korean drama and reading twilight. Need space for studies too.
Episode 11. Cheers :D
Are you happy today?
미안하다, 사랑한다
Stop sucking my soul and creeping back into my thoughts.
Monday, November 3, 2008
to leave or not to leave?
*cockroach crossin slowly*
*screams!!*
*maid came in and caught the cockroach with tissue papers*
*still screamin*
"flush! Cepat masukkan dalam toilet! Tak! Bukan sini! Toilet bawah!"
*still screamin*
7 years old sister, "jie, it's okay."
*sweat=__= screaming stopped*
that's what happen in my room yesterday.
Btw, Happy Belated Birthday to Hao Min, Kor and Dong.
(Sorry >.< forget to mention on Friday)
Whee~ Exam gonna end soon. Althou i have many plans but i don look forward for holidays to come. Me like school =]
I haven been studying lately. I'm watching the drama I mention last Friday. Episode 8 now. Cheers =D
Yea. Must STUDY!
I have to put my blog to private soon. Before my parents find out. Please gimme your e-mail address.
Are you happy today? :3
미안하다, 사랑한다
Give up everything including you?
*screams!!*
*maid came in and caught the cockroach with tissue papers*
*still screamin*
"flush! Cepat masukkan dalam toilet! Tak! Bukan sini! Toilet bawah!"
*still screamin*
7 years old sister, "jie, it's okay."
*sweat=__= screaming stopped*
that's what happen in my room yesterday.
Btw, Happy Belated Birthday to Hao Min, Kor and Dong.
(Sorry >.< forget to mention on Friday)
Whee~ Exam gonna end soon. Althou i have many plans but i don look forward for holidays to come. Me like school =]
I haven been studying lately. I'm watching the drama I mention last Friday. Episode 8 now. Cheers =D
Yea. Must STUDY!
I have to put my blog to private soon. Before my parents find out. Please gimme your e-mail address.
Are you happy today? :3
미안하다, 사랑한다
Give up everything including you?
Friday, October 31, 2008
me liver you
I ate someone's bf ytd. Neh.. you noe the new twisties adver?
The girl couple with the new twisties? His name is Lurve. I ate him ytd.
haha! I got a new.. OBSESSION.
It's him! Gosh.. *fainting*
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He's killing me.
I'm not peverted k? Just.. hah.
His name is Gong Yoo.
I found him when surfing for Korean dramas.
Searching for The 1st Shop of Coffee Prince I mean.
Which means he was not what I'm looking for and he's not that new obsession that I'm talking bout. I'm talking bout The 1st Shop of Coffee Prince. I found the synopsis at DramaWiki and somebody wrote the whole story plot in their blog. Well.. almost. Here. I copied. Pasted.
Synopsis
The life of Go Eun Chan (Yoon Eun Hye) is not easy; she works many jobs to pay off debts and even gave up her feminine image. Choi Han Kyul (Gong Yoo) is the heir of a big food company, but his grandmother wants him to settle down, so she arranged many dates for him. After Eun Chan bumped into Han Kyul and was mistaken for a boy, Han Kyul decided to hire Eun Chan to be his gay lover in order to avoid the arranged dates. Desperately in need of money, Eun Chan had no choice but to accept. Han Kyul's grandmother also made Han Kyul in charge of a filthy coffee shop in danger of being bankrupt. Eun Chan begged to work at the coffee shop, and not long after, feelings start to spark, except, how would Han Kyul accept his "homosexuality"?
Aw..don't they look cute together?
The coffee princes.
She's good looking as a guy thou.
The girl couple with the new twisties? His name is Lurve. I ate him ytd.
haha! I got a new.. OBSESSION.
It's him! Gosh.. *fainting*
.jpg)
He's killing me.
I'm not peverted k? Just.. hah.
His name is Gong Yoo.
I found him when surfing for Korean dramas.
Searching for The 1st Shop of Coffee Prince I mean.
Which means he was not what I'm looking for and he's not that new obsession that I'm talking bout. I'm talking bout The 1st Shop of Coffee Prince. I found the synopsis at DramaWiki and somebody wrote the whole story plot in their blog. Well.. almost. Here. I copied. Pasted.
Synopsis
The life of Go Eun Chan (Yoon Eun Hye) is not easy; she works many jobs to pay off debts and even gave up her feminine image. Choi Han Kyul (Gong Yoo) is the heir of a big food company, but his grandmother wants him to settle down, so she arranged many dates for him. After Eun Chan bumped into Han Kyul and was mistaken for a boy, Han Kyul decided to hire Eun Chan to be his gay lover in order to avoid the arranged dates. Desperately in need of money, Eun Chan had no choice but to accept. Han Kyul's grandmother also made Han Kyul in charge of a filthy coffee shop in danger of being bankrupt. Eun Chan begged to work at the coffee shop, and not long after, feelings start to spark, except, how would Han Kyul accept his "homosexuality"?
Aw..don't they look cute together?
The coffee princes.She's good looking as a guy thou.
Here goes a the story.
HAN KYUL’S BLIND DATES: Han Kyul (HK) tried to avoid his blind dates set by his grandmother by hiring Eun Chan (EC) as his fake “lover”, so that his dates will be disgusted, thinking that he is a gay (in the early part of episode 1, HK thought that EC is a man). The scenes are hilarious, especially when they were pretending to be kissing.
You’re gay oppa?!
OUTING IN THE APPLE PLANTATION: This further strengthened the bond between HK, EC and the coffee princes. They helped to pick apples in the farm and played in the river. After the outing, HK found himself staring at EC’s photo over and over again. It was the sign that he’s starting to fall for her, inspite of his knowledge the EC is man.
Having a good time together..
LET’S BE BROTHERS: HK’s attraction for EC grew much stronger each day. He began questioning his sexuality, thinking that he is becoming a gay for liking EC and he suspected her to be gay too. He decided to suppress it (and at the same time he will not loose her) by having a “brotherhood pact” with EC. As a sign of ther brotherhood, HK pierced her ears, giving one of his earrings to her. EC has also fallen in love with HK, but she’s afraid that he cannot accept her because of her status in life; even if he will know that she’s a woman. So she accepted HK proposal to be like brothers, than to loose him completely.
I’ll just take you as my brother…
NIGHT TIME IN THE BEACH: Han Kyul was not in a good mood because of a fight between him and his father. Wanted to feel better, he went to Eun Chan’s house to fetch her to go somewhere. They played baseball and decided to see the beach at night. While the two are walking in the beach, Han Kyul asked Eun Chan what she likes most about him. She answered “I like all of you”. Han Kyul was moved, so he held her hand. Then he looked at her, and said that brothers can hold hands. The two decided to wait to watch the sunrise. While killing the time, they lay a blanket on the sand so that Eun Chan could sleep. While she’s sleeping, HK was unable to control himself. He hesitantly moved closer to her, lightly touch her hair and cupped her hand. Then reality strike him that EC is a man, so he walked very confused and said “Go Eun Chan, I cannot go any further”…
Go Eun Chan, I cannot go any further…
I DON’T CARE WHETHER YOU’RE MAN OR ALIEN: The most heart-thumping scene of all! As a punishment, EC was left all alone in the coffee shop to clean it by herself. Then she saw’s Yoo Joo’s sunflower mural a little bit erased, so she tried to retouch it. Suddenly HK appeared, unable to hide his true feelings; he pulled and kissed her passionately! HK told her that he cannot suppress his feelings anymore, that he likes her, that he doesn’t care whether EC is man or alien and that they should give their relationship a try (aww… so romantic). EC was both shocked and moved. Below are the actual lines from this scene in Episode 10:
I don’t care whether your a man or alien!
Han Kyul: [lifting his lips, heart hurting, tears in his eyes, looking at Eun Chan]
Eun Chan: [looking at Han Kyul with aching heart, tears flowing]
Han Kyul: [trying to calm his heart with effort, speaking slowly] “I’m going to say this once, just once, so listen.”
Eun Chan: [watching him, uneasy]
Han Kyul: “I like you.”
Eun Chan: [eyes brimming with more tears]..
Han Kyul: [aching heart, with warmth] “Whether you’re a man, or an alien… I don’t care anymore.”
Eun Chan: [heart hurting, overwhelmed]
Han Kyul: “I tried to get rid of my feelings and I couldn’t… so let’s go, as far as we can go…” [watching quietly, with a small smile] “Let’s try.”
THE SECRET IS OUT: All the coffee princes learned that EC is actually a woman (blame Min Yeop!), but except for HK. So EC made a decision of telling HK the truth. Unfortunately, HK found out the truth from Ha Rim. HK went mad over EC for lying. Han Kyul was so mad, and told her that he gave up everything by entering into a homosexual relationship with her (as what he thought), but she did not care about his feelings at all. Instead, she only thought about herself, by hiding her true gender. EC was devastated.
Tell me, are you a girl?!
THE CHESTNUT SCENE: One of the most romantic scenes! EC was fired from the coffee shop because her true gender was exposed to HK. She really misses him, so with her bicycle, she went to the building where HK’s flat is located. Then she went away, without realizing that the chestnut sack tied in her bicycle was torn so the chestnuts fell on the road leaving a trail mark. Meanwhile, HK saw the trail of chestnuts and began picking them one by one. EC also saw the chestnuts on the road so she also began picking them, until the two met in the middle of the road. The two talked in the park, and HK told EC that he’s actually glad that she is a woman. The two reconcile and EC was back in the coffee shop the next day, and she’s now officially HK’s girlfriend!
I’m glad that you’re a girl..
I’M GIVING MYSELF TO YOU: EC has made up her mind to give herself to HK before she’ll go to Italy. In the middle of the night, she ran in the street towards HK flat. HK warned her that if she will enter the door, she cannot go out anymore. Having decided, she entered. Then the rest, as they say, is history.
What should I do? She’s outside!
copied from http://itchyfeet07.wordpress.com/
It's romance+comedy. The story is like a combination of HanaKimi and My Girl.
I watched the front 3 episodes just now and i can't stop laughing.
Whoever who have this drama series.
*puppy eyes* PLEASE...... borrow me. I wanna watch.
Are you happy today? :B
미안하다, 사랑한다
It's romance+comedy. The story is like a combination of HanaKimi and My Girl.
I watched the front 3 episodes just now and i can't stop laughing.
Whoever who have this drama series.
*puppy eyes* PLEASE...... borrow me. I wanna watch.
Are you happy today? :B
미안하다, 사랑한다
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