A good actress.

Don't ask me why I didn't sit with her
b'cos I was and am asking myself the same question too.

I'm glad we're back to school. I love school ^^
New Year = New Class = New Friends
It's not that bad after all :]
Everybody's nice =.= (who wasn't nice the last few years). but I find last year's class funier as in more fun :) nvm. It means we'll be able to concentrate on studies.
I'm totally worn out now and most probably will fall asleep in tuition later. I was sleeping and waking and sleeping and waking last night -___- to see whether is it time for school or not. Too excited and terrified. Unfortunately I'm not early enough >. Ish! The place I wanted is taken! *sigh*

Today is my bro's first day in BU4. He came home telling me our assembly in the morning is like funeral. With song playing but everyone quiet standing still x) I remember i used to think like that too when I first came to BU4.

* Finished my 5th hour of undang lesson yesterday morning. Next.. I'll be taking theory exams 0.o! I saw Rachel Lai and Miyumi but they don't recognise me. Went back to Sekinchan after that to attend mom's cousin wedding.
* Saturday night was crazy. My dad's friend had his B'day party at a bar. He booked the whole bar of course. We play pool, darts, table tennis.. sing karaoke, eat, drink beer, smoke .. Eww. We smell like smoke when we got home. and I saw my first guy. The first guy I date and I know besides my dad. He's my dad's friend's son. So awkwardly, we look at each other and none of us said a word.

Are you happy today? :3
미안하다, 사랑한다

I'm afraid.
I dare not give it to you.
I'm afraid of you getting angry again.
I'm afraid you'll return it to me.
I'm afraid I'll hurt myself again.
Wait till I shut down my pain receptors.